Bullied by Niam [au]

chapter 6

i felt my anxiety kicking in. my chest rising and falling every time my feet hit the ground. i fall to my knees in the grass as my hands pull at my thick curly waves.

"WHY ME...........WHY ME LORD", i scream at the top of my lungs, throwing my hands in the air.

"why me", i say in a low whisper that fads away in the thick breeze.

i sit there with my arms hugging my legs. my head hiding behind my knees. after sitting there for few minutes i stood up, wiping away my tears and before i knew it the cold air was whipping harshly at my face as i picked up my pace.

i stood there staring as cars and, trucks past by, honking and cursing through the windows. I ignored there pleas and crys for me to move out the way.

i stepped on the ledge breathing slowly trying to calm the fast beats of my heart.

i took a deep breath, and thought about my decision.

I've been bullied at school in many ways that you can't imagine. I've been abused brutally, by people I call love ones. There is nothing and no one else to live for. No one cares about me.

"So why not die?", the last word slipped from my mouth as i jumped of the ledge.

a light flashed in my eyes as my vision blurred. i hit a hard surface as the light faded from my vision. and that's when i realized i was pulled back.

"WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU", a loud rough voice boomed through m i now that.......voice........ my eyes quickly flew open as i was met with the last person i expected to save me.

"HELLO, ANSWER ME", Niall screamed again.

i starer at him in confusion, wondering why he would save me. Then realized what he was yelling at me.

"WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU", his words replayed in my head from earlier.

I laughed loud.

"why the fuck are you laughing", Niall asked in confusion. witch made me laugh harder.

"wow, this is rich", i said still laughing. well i wouldn't say it was a laugh it was more of a crazy hick up every now and then.

i can tell i was on the verge of cracking.

"whats rich", he asked smirking up at me.

there is the smug little basterd I've come to know. niall fucking horan my everyday bully.

when he started laughing that was the last straw.

"YOU THAT'S WHAT'S RICH.......ITS RICH THAT YOUR HERE SAVING ME, EVEN THOUGH EVERY SINGLE DAY OF MY LIFE..........,"You've killed me". i said tears threatening to pour out.

"i-i i dont know what to say except........"im sorry", he said and i looked up into his eyes in disbalief.

"i am so sorry ive put you through hell this year, i will regret every second of my life till the day i die for doing this to you......Emily i-i-i think I'm in love with you", as the words slipped from his mouth i couldn't believe what was said.