Heart Leaps {minsung}

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All of the three boys noticed that they were about to kiss but they kept it for themselves. Hyunjin and Felix kept looking at Minho with a warning look but Jisung didn't notice but Changbin did.

"Hey so we should get going to eat some lunch." Felix urged grabbing Hyunjin and Minho's wrist.

"Uh yeah we have to leave see you guys on Monday." Hyunjin said leaving a silent Minho following them from behind, looking at Jisung with soft eyes. Once Changbin and Jisung were left alone in the room, the elder kept asking the same questions over and over again.

"Yah! Shut up! Nothing is happening we just got caught up in the moment that's all."

"Jisung first things first i get it if you feel uncomfortable but you can tell me anything." Changbin reassured the squirrel boy, ruffling his hair as they both left to their apartment.

"The thing is Im gay hyung." Jisung looked down, his voice was soft Changbin almost didn't understand but he did and he started laughing.

"Seriously? That's what you were going to tell me? I know that you are gay silly. Ive known since we were 10." Jisung looked at him in horror.

"WHAT YOU KNEW BEFORE ME?"

"I mean its not that hard to notice Jisunggieeee cmon lets get you home."

-MIDNIGHT-

It was 12:30pm and Jisung was going for a walk, yes a walk in the middle of the night in the streets. He wasn't afraid, he knew most of the people in the small city so he didn't need to feel that sort of way. He went to walk in this hour when he needed to think when he was confused he would do this. On this specific walk he was thinking of none other than Lee Minho. He wanted to know his feelings towards him but there was always a voice in the back of his head that would stop him from talking to Minho.

As he was walking and his legs were already aching he sat down in a bench beside a tree. He took his phone out and started watching vine compilations as he always does. He heard a shuffle from next to him more specifically by the big tree next to him. He stretched his neck a lil to find that there was a person sitting against the tree while muttering words and scribbling down on a notepad. The park in where he was had lights but from the angle he was in he could only see the legs of the person. Jisung got up bravely and hid himself with the tree to see the person more clearly, the light hit the person's features it still wasn't as clear but the boy could recognize who it was. Minho, kept muttering words and writing them down he loved going out at night to get inspiration for his song writing.
The elder didn't notice Jisung until the said boy stepped on a branch which made a loud crunching sound.

"Who's there?" Minho asked softly looking around as he saw the familiar brunette.

"A-ah hi I didn't mean to startle you I usually go on walks this late and I heard muttering." Jisung commented with a embarrassed smile.

"Well curiosity killed the cat , cmon sit next to me." Minho patted the space next to him, just like he did when they almost kissed. Jisung sat next to him nervously fiddling with his fingers, looking at him lap.

"So what are you working on?" Minho clicked his pen and placed it in the notebook.

"Well im writing lyrics for a song i need to present." Jisung nodded the awkward silence once again making its comeback.

"Um so im sorry about earlier" The elder started,making Jisung look at him in confusion.

"You mean the kiss?" Minho slowly nodded.

"Why? Why would you be sorry? I was the one that kinda initiated it."

"I mean yeah but if we did end up kissing i-i would probably kiss back so i would be sorry." Minho gulped as he looked around trying not to lock eyes with the younger.

"Ok so let me get this straight if we did kiss you would be sorry?" Minho nodded as he felt Jisung shuffle to face him but he didn't dare to look. He felt the others eyes on him and breath hitting his cheek.

"I- i cant do this Jisung im sorry i cant bring myself for another tragedy." Minho got up and left the park leaving Jisung with a pounding heart and a lump in his throat.

"Im so stupid." Jisung mumbled as he got up dusting off the dirt from his pants and walking back home. He ended up crying that night from the embarrassment, thoughts kept him from sleeping.

-NEXT MORNING-

Jisung was snuggling against his blankets, his eyes and nose were puffy from crying, lips chapped and dark circles around his eyes. He wasn't a pretty sigh to see especially towards his two friends that were knocking on his bedroom door.

"YAHHHH JISUNG AHHH GET UP!" Changbin yelled as he pounded on the door, Seungmin tried to calm him down but Changbin has been trying to talk to the boy since last night. After their talk he wanted to meet up with the younger in his house but saw him leave and enter the apartment. Don't call him creepy he was just preoccupied why didn't Jisung pick up his calls.

"Jesus kids don't make so much noise here." And with that his mom let them in with a spare key. Jisung hid himself under his blankets as he quickly got tackled by his two friends.

"DO YOU WANT TO FUCKING DIE JISUNG?!" Changbin yelled, Seungmin picked a small corner from the blanket and peeked through. When he saw his friends state he got preoccupied and pushed Changbin off the bed and into the floor making him yell once again.

"Hey baby Jisunggie, whats wrong? Cmon tell mom." Seungmin spoked softly making the devastated boy wrap himself in his arms.

Changbin got up and sat in the corner of the bed. "Whats wrong?"

"He's sad about something." Jisung sniffled and looked at Changbin.

"That explains why he didn't answer that vine." Changbin chuckled softly.

"Can you guys cuddle me so i can sleep?" Both of them nodded and cuddled the boy up, Jisung quickly fell asleep at the warmth and safety his friends provided. But neither Changbin and Seungmin forgot to ask about why was he like this in the first place.

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AIGT SO IDK IF ILL BE ABLE TO UPDATE TOMORROW ILL TRY AND DO MY BEST💓