Reasons To Stay Alive [ BlackBangtan ]

[6] •what the fuck are you doing here?•

Jennie's pov

I'm so tired...
I want to sleep...
Just a minute...

"We arrived!" Jimin screamed like an idiot
"W-what?"
"hey little sleep head we got home."
"Hmm"
"Come on Jennie !!!"
"I hate all this happiness of yours Lisa." I said to her
"Come on get up!" she said even more happily than before
"And plus I hate you ."
"I love you too, but now move your fat ass ."
"I DON'T HAVE A FAT ASS!!!"
"oh, yes you do baby girl. "

(...)

"Wow, the house is huge!"
"yeah, when we are upstairs you can choose whatever room you want"
"but why is this house so big"
"Well, Rosé I'm a singer."
"And... ?"
"Singers certainly don't  live under a rock." said Lisa
"Lisa I know that, but anyways this house is too big for one person only ." well Rosé actually had a point.
"Why the hell did you spend your money in such a big house, if you live alone Jimin. " asked Lisa
"I don't live alone."
"Uuuhhhhh, do you have a girlfriend ????" when Lisa asked that I saw how Rosé's mood changed, and she looked sad.
"Lisa, don't be so nosy."
"Shut up Rosé! And YOU! answer the question! "
"wait a minute, Jennie hasn't told you yet?"
"Told us what?"
"I'm a part of a boy group called  BTS."
"BTS... ?"
"Yes BTS."
"But wait, isn't it the group that Jessica always talked about."
"That bit- ...I mean that classmate of ours that always insulted you for no reason and felt like she was better than everyone? "
"Yes... You understood Lisa" said Rosé
"Girls I'm very tired, so let's stop talking and go to sleep, can you please guide us to our rooms stupid mochi. "
"Ah, yes, let's go on this way-...*ringing sound* Hello?
Yes, manager-nim."
"Jimin!!"
"Jennie I'm on the phone."
"WHERE THE FUCK ARE OUR ROOMS!"
"First floor ..."
Jimin pov
"oh, yes, first floor on the left"
" please jimin don't be late"(on the phone)
"Okay, little brat, we are going. "jennie said, but I didn't listen cause I was too focused on talking with my manager for a photoshoot that I had.
End of the call
" So girls, where were we" I asked but I saw that they were already gone, maybe they've already found the rooms.

Jennie's pov
"Girls, I'm choosing this one." I said tiredly
"I like this one."
"No no Rosé it's mine." said a pouty Lisa
"Waa well Lisa, you take this one and I'm going to take the other one."
"OK."

(...)

I was so tired that when my head touched the pillow I drafted right away to sleep

But...
That dream again ...
That damn dream ...
'Why did you do that?'
'Because you were going to leave me ...
You would have left me by myself ...
I was already alone ...
I suffered ...
My life was awful ...
my parents were constantly fighting ...
They did not care about me ...
I was already dead ...
But the bad thing about being already dead in this world is ...
That you live in a cell, in a cell created by your own fucked up mind... 'He said
'But if you had told me, I would have stayed ...'
'I was never going to ask you to leave the one thing that made you happy ...
I would have never been able to destroy your future for my selfishness ...
I would have never made you suffer for my whim... '
'It's not a whim to want to stay with someone that you cared about .'
'This is where you're wrong.'
'W-what?'
'I didn't care about you.'
'W-what !?'
'I loved you...'

W-why is everything is becoming darker...
'Michael! Michael ! MICHAEL !!! '
'W-Where are you ...
Please don't leave me...
y-you-know -T-that I'm afraid of the
d-darkness... '

...

"What the fuck are you doing in my room?"

'W-where is this voice coming from ...'
I started screaming
"Why the fuck are you screaming!?"
"B-But who are you and what the fuck are you doing in my bedroom?"
"Your what !?"
"my fucking room, but aren't you that idiot from the hospital?"
"Idiot?"
"You're not just an idiot, but you're also a fucking stalker!"
"GET IMMEDIATELY OUT FROM MY FUCKING ROOM!"
"THIS IS MY ROOM AND THE ONLY ONE THAT MUST EXIT FROM THIS ROOM IS YOU!"
"IF YOU DON'T GET OUT NOW THAT I'M ASKING GENTLY I'M GOING TO CALL THE POLICE."
"THE ONE THAT SHOULD CALL THEM IT'S ME, BECAUSE A FUCKING MANIAC STALKER HAS ENTERED INTO MY HOUSE JIMIIIIIIIIIIIIN!!!!!"
"What's going on, why are you guys screaming !?"
"Jimin he is a stalker maniac, who came into my room, I don't know what his intentions are, but he says this is his room, GO AND CALL THE POLICE."
"Actually, this is his room."
"Jimin what the FUCK are YOU talking about."
"Sorry if I'm interfering with your love making  but I want you two out of my fucking room.
so Jimin bring your girlfriend out and let's finish this shit right here. "
"My girlfriend?"
"Well, girl, fiancée, girlfriend, fuck buddies how the fuck you want to call each other, but take her out of here."
"First: I'm not his girlfriend, fuck buddy or fiancée and I'll never be Second: that ugly idiot told me to choose any room that I wanted and
Third: you're really a jerk."
"Yoongi ...
She's the surprise I was talking to you guys about... she's my sister... And she's going to stay here for a bit..."
"What!?!?!"