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Knocking and Tapping.

Hey everyone.. It's me again.. and things actually have gotten a lot worse.. You see it started with the knocking on the door and stuff but, the windows are getting tapped on too and that weird thing is.. It happens mainly on mine around 3:14 - 3:47. And what's even more fucking ridiculous is that I live on the second floor of the house, and there has to be some explanation for ALL of this.

Anyways.

In the last one I wanted to explain to whoever will find this and actually read this on my life. I have 4 siblings in all, and only one was a step sibling and that's my living sister Alice (Starr in other words). My other siblings: Eric (Erica), Jacob, and Roxanne (Roxy), are all staidly deceased.. And my mom is a damn psychopath over all the happenings of when they died.

Roxy died in 2012 from a car wreck between a drunk driver and it was pretty messed up.. The collision ejected my eldest sister from her seat and she flew out. The medics and police said that she went about 13 feet from her car and probably flipped when she hit the ground cause her neck broke, don't wanna go into detail. And her head had a really, really grotesque looking indention...

Jacob died last year of Leukemia, nothing more of I can say about that unless of saying he died happy by writing all his goodbye sticky notes and putting them all around his hospital room. It was pretty amazing if I must say how he arranged it cause he made a single sticky note for every person he's met in his life, and well he used up an entire pad of some for his wife and soon to be kid.. Beautiful but really, really depressing..

Erica/Eric, was a trans. And she became a he, and he looked so happy as a guy. But he wasn't done fixing up himself as a guy yet, even more so he was really wanting to settle down with this guy Kodee, but that guy dumped him, used a girl for the ending few months, and within the beginning of 2014 he hung himself after he said his lady goodbyes to everybody and during a Skype call with poor Kodee.. I've heard he's in the psychiatric ward of the hospital still from that.. I feel real bad for that guy..

Now the "step" ordeal, my real father passed away in a car accident over in the year 2000. It was a rainy day, and he has picked me up with my younger brother Eric from "football" practice cause obviously of the weather conditions. I was a very stubborn child and I got very frustrated because I couldn't get what I wanted. Which was to play sports, and well Eric patted me from the back middle seat and tried to calm me down but I pushed him away and screamed. He screamed back, hair was pulled and slaps were thrown, I got up out of my seat and so did he and my father...

He yelled for us to stop and there was a 4 way stop just ahead, an 18 wheeler was driving in the right direction on his side. He couldn't stop the car by now do he wrapped his as around us two and it just happened so quickly I couldn't even believe what had happened.

We were I guess thrown out of our car and I had broken my right arm and my left wrist. And my right leg had 2 fractures. Eric had a slight crack in his skull but he got it all fixed up and stuff, and he had his left arm dislocated and several fractures in his right arm and legs.

Mitch although, our dad, had taken the toll on most of what could've been our damage as well. His spine was fractured in several areas but his back had broken as well as the bases or whatever of all his ribs from their inner back sides had all shattered, somewhat puncturing his lungs and other organs near. His skull was completely bust open in the back and he was obviously dead.

My mother remarried in 2001 to this dick named Adam. And she was already talking to him anyways, ever worse the first day they talked was the day my dad died.

But let's change the subject.. To the occurrences That've been happening here lately. I did a lot of googling and looking on wiki and I've found out that.. There's been multiple suicides and two murders here. And one satanic sacrifice. And I find that pretty damn screwy cause why wouldn't the seller tell me that in the first place..? Probably to get a sale. But ghosts and demons aren't real. They shouldn't be because there is logic behind all the things like the knocking and tapping.

Anyways.. Only small things of furniture have been misplaced I guess and, I think that's just me over reacting on the ordeal and "thinking" of the paranormal inhabiting my house.

Can't happen, and it won't happen... at the most it shouldn't.

I have to go now, I think somebody's home because I can hear banging downstairs on the front door. At least Jules should give me call before showing up around 3:25 a.m.

Aleks