My Love Story

Emptiness

Deep's POV

It's all dark outside as I lay on my bed looking at the ceiling. The clouds have howered the sky and so the moon has hide it's existence. Sleep has been out of sight from the day my fate was set by our parents. Every day I try to sleep but our memories together comes in my mind and I crave to see her. Her smiles, her voice, her tantrums. I remember everything. I just wanted  one thing in my life that is to keep her happy but life took a huge turn n here I am. I know that I am hurting her the most.

Everyday life is giving me new miseries. Every place I walk through gives me her memories. Flashback comes to my mind. It's along time before we can meet each other.

"Hey, who is Yuki?" A girl's voice snapped me out of her memories. I looked at her. She was beautiful but nothing compared to Navya.

"She is my everything" I answered her remembering the past when I gave her this name...

"Hey, let's give nic names to each other which only we will call each other with" she proposed n I was bit confused as to how my tomboy gf started behaving like a pure girl.

But from the moment we came in this relationship she had started making effort in our relationship n I love it. I love her.

"Maybe I will call you Yuki" I told her

"Y such name" she asked

"U didn't like it"

"Naah I didn't like it but if u call me that I will surely start loving it" was her reply.

She always thought about my happiness. I packed my bag n existed my tuition. As soon as I reached home, mom started saying ill things about Navya as a routine. I closed my eyes n retreated to my roof top. Nowadays I find alot of peace here.

"Deep, come down, dad is calling u" I heard mom shout at me

I went down the stairs. Mom informed me that I have to go to college street for my new books. The best part was that I will get the phone for sometime n I will be alone for sometime. I got ready n boarded the bus. I took my phone n dailed the number I wanted to dial from along time.

The phone was ringing but she wasn't picking up. I got tensed as what happened to her.

The got answered n I felt my breath just got stuck in my throat. Her weak voice came in my ears. I went weak on my knees. I could feel her trembling from the other side with tears in her eyes. She is trying to understand that this is all real. After a week I heard her voice. My thoughts went back to the time when I had heard her weak voice. I was picking up my call n she was very much tensed about it.

I was cycling on the road when I heard my phone ringing. I stopped n pulled out my phone to see the name I yearn to see all day. I picked up the call. The fiesty girl first with trembling voice asked where I was. I knew she was on the verge of shedding tears. When I told her I was absolutely safe she started scolding me for my irresponsible nature. This is y I love her so much. She never fails to surprise me. I love her the most.

Suddenly, I came back to reality. I heard her calling me continuously as I wasn't responding.

"Navya" I said
"Deep, is that you. Thank God you called please come back Deep, please" I could feel she was not able to control

"Hey stop crying Yuki. U know its not possible to come. You know that I can't see u crying" I said begging her

"I am sorry, Deep. How are you? Is everything ok at home? How is uncle n aunty?" She asked me all at once not giving me a chance to speak.

"It's okay, even I want to meet u. Nothing is still ok at home. Yeah they are ok seeing me getting hurt every single day" I said

"Hey I know I am not able to be there with you but u know na that I want to be there with u to ease ur pain" she asked me

"I know that very well, I love you" I said
"I love you too"
"I love you more"
"I love you the most" she said n my heart flattered as I heard her say that.

We spoke for a long time n soon after we shared each other's sorrows, we were talking like we used to do. Soon we realized that it's time for me to get home. Hearing her disappointing voice while ending the call made me become nostalgic. Controlling my tears I said a good bye n cut the call.

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