++a little bit angsty, warning♡++
you and your boyfriend, Haechan, knew you both wanted matching tattoos. You had known each other for over 5 years, and were in love for at least 3. You both were inseparable. You sat there at the dinner table, facing him, at your favorite restaurant. you were tracing different patterns when he sprung up. "i have an idea!" he grabbed your hand and looked you in the eyes full of excitement. "lets get tattoos on our wrists that say 'endless because remember when i told you that no matter what goes on in the world, i'll stay here? i'll be here endlessly!" you loved the idea, but wasnt sure about it. you tilted your head to the side, trying to make it obvious you didnt really like that idea, when you got an idea in your head. "wait.. what about... 'blue'.. because, remember.. we were going to have a baby girl and name her blue but she passed away?" you grabbed his hand, his eyes lit up. he loved the idea. "oh my god y/n.. thats such a beautiful idea.." a tear shed from his eye, the topic was so sensitive to him and he wanted that baby so badly. It mean tthe world to him and it broke his heart to see it go. later at the tattoo parlor, you guys had brainstormed for nearly an hour, and finally came up with the idea to have a blue dove/bird with a yellow stomach carry a paint brush. the reason behind it all was that yellow is you both have relatives who have sadly died from bone cancer (the cancer with the yellow ribbon), the blue was obviously for the baby, the "bird" idea was because birds/doves are very graceful and beautiful creatures, and haechan knew his daughter would have been beautiful and graceful, and the paintbrush was because you and haechan both have hard time expressing your feelings and together you've went to numerous art classes to remember to speak your mind, so it will always be a constant reminder to speak up. Finally haechan sat down first. You sat next to him and held his hand tightly, whispering encouraging things into his ear. halfway through a tear fell from his eye, you thought it was the pain but he wiped it away and said "i miss blue, she would have been beautiful..." He looked up into your eyes with heartbreak. you put your forehead to his forehead and said "blue left because it just wasnt her time... we will have another baby, i promise you!" finally the tattoo artist was done. Haechan looked down and covered his face, crying. you put your arm around him and kissed him on the cheek, telling him it was beautiful.
