Wonder how am still alive. So much blood was on the ground and leaving my body. Father was getting closer and this time, I think he has enough of me. A bright object was in his hand, so I couldn't tell what it was. Guess he gonna put down, I failed him. But I will not be a failure again. I stood up with what little energy I'd have. Fathers foot steps were not adublie, I raise my head and saw his face, full of disappointment and his eyes held hatred, wonder I did to make him like this.
Many thing could have make him like this, was it my very existencethat he couldn't take care of, or Mother, in which his world came crashing down. . Still, I don't have the will nor the power to make Father give me the answer why he's aggressive and depress. But his eyes still held the same feel but didn't even made me run and hide.
We stared at each other for minutes before I was the one to break the silence.
Y/N:"Father, I always wanted to know why, why do have to be so angry, so drunk, so blind from what you could have done better for me and others." My dull voice rang out through the night.
Y/N:"I've lived through lies, despite not telling me mom will come after dinner even night when I still young, soon yelling in my ear saying that I was a failure to you and mother. I've tried to make you feel at least better, but only made it worse for you. Soon, after that, you inflicted scars in my body and my mind.
I lifted the ragged and torn shirt to show many scars, burns and markings. If only he can see how broken I truly am. He made me into a mindless human being with no purpose nor future.
Y/N: "Now, let this be a reminder of what happens when you fight a mindless monster you created"
My voice went a little distorted at the end of my sentence. I grab him by the hair and threw him through the already broken window. I climb over it and found him holding his stomach with great pain clear as day on his face.
Y/N "You've could've done something right, what have you become to be like this, WAS IT BECAUSE OF MOM! WAS BECAUSE OF ME! OR WAS IT TO SATISFY FOR YOUR TWISTED PLEASURE!"
His eyes were shut right, hands holding his ears from loud distorted words coming straight from my mouth. Giving back memories he didn't want was what I intended for.
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FanfictionA Kid That Was Alway Abusive And Neglected Every Sense His Mother Died. A Women Soon Took a Place As A Step-mofter But Only For A Different Reason. Only To Receive More Abuse Then Before, And Soon Started To Inflict Self-Harm. But All Of This Drove...