hey I haven't written in this in awhile whattup I'm here to vent in a place where my friend won't see it bc it's about her yeet
OKAY SO I'm gonna be really real here for a second
I know only one person on here might? know this and that's sam but I had this friend who I was really close to but our relationship became very toxic and really abusive
shortly after we broke off, one of my friends started dating them FULLY KNOWING OUR RELATIONSHIP WAS EXTREMELY ABUSIVE. I mean I get it if you love someone go after them but this girl is like one of my only friends at my school, so like? that's difficult as fuck not to mention it's absolutely TERRIBLE when one of your ONLY FRIENDS dates your abuser. like let that sink in how utterly s h i t t y that is ESPECIALLY since she follows my spam acc on insta and SEES the fact I legitimately get sent into hysteric crying fits from trauma. also? me and some people I'm not friends with anymore (this was not the year for friendships for me ahaha) tried to get her to break up with them prior bc they were treating her well, cheated, and constantly gave them anxiety attacks but she didn't and went right back to them WHICH IS WHAT I DID FOR LIKE 6 MONTHS AND IT'S LEFT ME FUCKED.
they hacked into my friends insta and posted photos of them kissing and it's TERRIBLE because I've finally let go of my anger for them like yes I still want them dead but no longer do I feel such a profound anger at the mention of their name and I see this and I'm just filled with rage because my friend doesn't seem to understand this!!!!!!!! PLEASE TELL ME I'M NOT FUCKING INSANE FOR FEELING THIS WAY AND THAT IT'S COMPLETELY JUSTIFIED
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weebery - self
AcakThe word for "you see" in Latin is "vīvus", pronounced "wewus'" and I think that's really funny
