I've done something
well everything
I know i promised I would'nt
my conciece knows
it's scaring me
I might not stop myself again...
that wonderful scent
that help's me crave
the burn
the taste
the experience.
feel's like im floating
dreaming.
Then there's the calming
of the nicoten
help's me breath
kill's anxiety.
Then the bitter sweet taste
it's so gental
yet harsh
sliding down my throat
help's me feel loose
help's me be free.
But then the silver blade
sliceing threw my skin
erasing all pain
all stress within.
You always give me
better feelings then these
just by looking at me
making me remember
me.
Thank-you.
