Book 1. JENLISA(Completed) : The One I'm looking For

31. I choose her

Jennie's PoV

I didn't know why Lisa's so nervous about something, it's like there's something that's bothering her, but I'll wait until she's the one to tell me.

It might just be our Unnie-maknae relationship.

After my work Jisoo unnie came to my house with the usual time.

"So dumpling what is it that you want to say?"

Should I tell her now?

"Jisoo unnie.. I think I'm starting to like Lisa.."

"I knew.."

"H-how?"

"well obviously, you're to clingy with her, the baby calling thingy, not laying a mad glance one her, warm gummy smile, cuddling, snuggling, sleeping in one roof, all that I haven't experienced with you, except friendship"

"am I that obvious?"

"yes too obvious for us and chaeng to notice except your giant baby"

"ohh, so how'd that happen? the last time I checked you were head overheels for Bambam"

"Maybe I was just infatuated with him, because I never had someone to like and he was the first at the park, and Lisa.. she made me feel like I'm the only girl she cares about, I feel loved, but the problem is.. she keeps on pushing me to her brother, I'm sending her hints already though"

"she's just a baby literally, but she'll realize it soon too, because I think she likes you back, just blinded for the job, she managed for her brother and that is to take care of you, but you know you might change your mind if you see Bambam"

"Its too sudden but, I'm not taking back the feeling of falling inlove with her, I can't confess to her yet, I need to talk to her brother first"

Jisoo's PoV

Good news.. kekeke my ship is sailing.. and this is really a good news that Bambam should know, mission success kekekeke.

"Good to know Jennie, is that all?"

"Yeah"

I better leave, I need to cook dinner for me and chaeng

"you guys are too sweet, and I hate it, your hormones especially"

"You'll feel that urge too soon girl" and she winked at me

"ewww"

"ohh and Jen, why not go and check your list you made a month ago, tell you what, Lisa's the one you're looking for"

"you know unnie, I felt like you plotted me with Lisa, but.. thank you"

"no problem, see within just a month you fell inlove with a girl, but when its a guy, I think you'll die an old maiden."

"Pabo! out of my house now! hahaha"

"Nyeongan!"

This unnie really.

I went to my room where I kept my list and laid it my study table..and checked it one by one while comparing it to Lisa.

Everything on the paper resembles her. at first I only wanted 5 of the features but she actually has all of it. I was gay from the beginning?. ohhhhh.
but she made me feel like a woman.

"Now I have no doubt, that i like you so much the first time we met" :)

Lisa's PoV

"Tomorrow?"

"Yes, since it was finished earlier, I didn't expect the investment process had been done fast, that 3months was just an estimated time schedule, for well emergency, if there's a delay or something but good thing there's none, I miss you so much"

"Th-thats great, come home soon, then"

"By the way, Lisa, how's Jennie?"

"Still yours"

I didn't know everything would end all so suddenly, should i tell that he's coming back, or be selfish for one last time.

"Hmm, not gonna take her away?"

"why should I if, I take her away, she'll go back to you anyway"

did i just say that?

"ohhhh, I got a hint that you like her"

"Just as a sister, oppa.. we became close though, and her attention will be yours soon"

"Are you jealous my baby sister?"

"n-no" my voice was becoming shakey

"if that's what you say, well I'll see you soon, bye"

"mhm" I cant utter a word anymore.

I ended the call as soon as possible.

I shouldn't be hurt..

Tears were slowly flowing on my cheeks..

"why is the world so unfair to me, I only wanted my brother to be happy, i thought if I spend time with her I'll learn to like her as a sister, but why didn't it change, why did I fell in love for her more, and my time with her almost ending."

I saw her picture on my lockscreen..

did she just video called me?

but I can't answer her now, in this state.

I aborted it instead and called her.

"Hey, baby wanna have dinner here?"

"S-sorry unnie i can't"

"Did you cry Lisa?"

"N-no, i just have a fever"

"You what? why didn't you tell me?, I'll come over" the more she shows me care I know I'll cry even more, it pains me. For the reason that it won't last long. Everything will change I know it once she sees my brother. The love, care and comfort.. It will be gone.. this.. this is just temporary.

"No need unnie, y-you have work tomorrow dont stress yourself I can handle this"

"why are you pushing me away Lisa?"

"Because i dont want to hate you, I'll see you tomorrow after your work, I have a surprise for you"

'4pm on the airport is my arrival'

It's not that I'm pushing you away, I just want to pull my heart away from you, it might take months or years for this Love of mine to move on but, I should start tonight forgetting about you, not as a sister nor a friend, but someone I love..

"I just hate crying but when it comes to you.. it's worth it"

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-Firstliee

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