Waiting For Superman

I spent hours here in this peaceful place. No one bother me.As i open my eyes I see the tree branches swinging around with bright lime green leaves flying around.

This place is beautiful unlike home...in a few minutes I will have to go there I'll be greeted by my parents screaming fighting and bringing me into everything they do or say.I want to leave now and I escape everything.

As I get up I shuffle through the leaves,it hurts to get up but I still force to stand up.I get a glimpse of my hip as my tanktop slips up just a tiny bit,just a little bit. I don't like to show my body to anyone,not even myself because i will soon be mentally and physically scarred.If i just take one second imagine see those bruises.

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"Adriana know you changed on me mike?everyone knows!!",my mother said screams while pointing at me.

"ALISSA!drop it!It's been years!", he says getting so close to my mother's face.It gives me goosebumps seeing them fight because you know I will not be verbal fighting.

"YOU",my father says while pointing to me.

"M-me?",i stutter.

"Yes YOU.It's almost 8:30 p.m.! You have been gone for 3 hours Who have you been sleeping with now?huh?"

"I-".

" she hasn't bren sleeping with anyone my mike! for heaven sake!she's never been in a relationship!Leave her alo-"

"God dammit, Alissa,i never asked you!"

With that final sentence she went into a coma by my fathers own bare hands.That's the 10th time.

"Will you act like your fuckin ass of a mother if i let you live?" my father asked me, staring at me with his cold brown eyes.I shook my head back and forth."Good.",he said on while yanking me away from everything and everyone.Without hesitating my father threw me room in a basement also known as my room.

As he shut the door i hit the floor.I screamed in pain.I always get hurt the same place for no reason.I look at the door then to my "bed".

I crawed towards my pillow and blanket and crawled up into a ball.I want to go back to the Forrest.it's the only place that Istill haven't dated anyone.

I can't trust anyone.That's why I don't try to have a relationship.I'm afraid I will get hurt.I should get some sleep.The First day of 12th grade school is tomarrow...

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"Wake up!",my father screamed while blowing a blow horn.

"Just a minute",I mumbled.

"I said get up now!No questions.You have 5 minutes." my father said while rauseing his voice even more within every few words.

"Thanks Dad." I said with a hint of sarcasm in my voice.

Within five minutes I was ready. Just then i heard a horn.The school bus is here??

I don't know what to think.I just run to get into the bus. as I enter everyone is very loud.I hear laughter-some very high pitch then others regular but then it get's quiet and all heads turn and look up with wide eyes.

I get it they are shocked at my appearance.I would be too because I have blue and black hair and brown eyes.It's pretty unusual I must.

I look at everyone and see if there's anyone lke me, anyone who was different and amaZayn like me.I look at the back of the bus.There are three girls who I know I can at least start a conversation with.I smile and walk towards them while the bus driver heads to my new school.

"Sit here",they all say as if they were in a choir.I look at all them and say

"thank you", In return they smile.

The girl i sit next to has black hair with blonde streaks in it.It's really pretty.She also has brown eyes that make you go into a gase.

"hey I'm Nathalie but you can call me nat.This is Kat and Lucia."

I looked at Kat when she waved at me.Her eyes were beautiful. The color was like an orange and green mixed.I've never seen that type of color before. It was completely amazing.

"I like your eyes",without thinking she was left with saying:

"thank you ".

I hope I didn't sound that weird.Her hair fit her too.it was red with black underneath.it's beautiful.at last I turned away from Kat to face Lucia.

"hi",she said with her head tilted while looking down and covering some of her face with her sleeve.

she must be shy at first.I looked at her hair which was the first thing I noticed.Her hair kind of remind me of a galaxy. It was dark purple starting at the top then getting lighter on the bottom. Her eyes I couldn't see.

"hello",I reply.

With that I sit back and smile at myself.I just made four friends and I feel I can be myself with them.

After all these years I found people like me.as i plug my headphones in getting ready to listen to music, The Girls glance at something which was actually someone...a group of hot,muscular boys.

not only am I in a trance but so are the girls.who are these boys?The first boy I see have seen had curly brown hair and green eyes.

"Who's that?",I ask and all the girls answer me with the name of the boy.

"Harry",I nodded my head and grin.Harry,Green eyes,and curly brown hair,and that smirk he gave us with a wink...Harry. What a player!but why do I like it?...

Then his buddies are behind him.

"That's louis....." Lucia shyly points to one of the boys. "Isn't he a cutie?" I saw her give out a faint smile.

Lucia points to the boy with red pants and a blue stripped T-shirt.His eyes are gorgeous i must say i can see why she called him cute! I nod my head to show her i understand.They both look adorable together.

Then nat came over and whispered,

"That guy over there with the blond streak in his hair and black jeans with a grey T-shirt is zayn.I've always had a crush on him".

I analyze zayn...hmmm,him and nat. would be a Great couple.

As if on cue Kat says,

"That's niall over there.The one with the blond hair.I love him!He's irish too!" She grins.

I laugh so loud that i catch a young man's attention.When we make eye contact my laugh Stops and i don't smile.It then goes dead silent to where you can here a pin drop.

"That's my seat",The voice is filled with anger.

"I'm-I'm sorry"

"Oh just shut up already.Get up!"