I thought you were the one (magcon/ o2l fanfic)

taylor....

wattpad is being stupid and keeps deleting my chapters ughhh its getting annoying.

breana POV

im in the bathroom washing my hands and im thinking about my old friend.i see it laying on the bathroom floor i pick it up there it is my blade im thinking about if i should do it or not i press the shiny stainless steal against my skin i promiesd taylor i wouldn't do it ever agian but thats all gone... scince he left ive been crying for three days stragint nobody has come to see me because i wont ket them in not even the pepole i share with they had to go sleep in other rooms. i am snapped out of my thoughts by the blade falling on to the floor i pick it back up and cut 4 times. 1 for being disgusting 2 for cheating on taylor 3 for taylor leaving me and 4 for thinking i was good enough for taylor. i currently have blood dripping all over the floor. before i could clean up jack (G) walked in an saw the cuts he smackes the blade out of my hand and ran out the bathroom yhe came back moments later with a t-shirt and rapped it arround my arm. "Why did you do this" jack ask

Becuase of Taylor I i say flatly

Well he's a dick please don't self harm over him ok......you can only be depressed and cry while eating ice cream?
He says more like A question

Well thanks for the help I say sarcastically

He laughs.

But remember he's a dick jack says

But jack he's my dick I let out a chuckle after what I said

Let me refrase that...he is my bae I love him so much.

Jack looks me in the eyes and he leans in.

And whispers your going to do fine withouts him and gives me a big hug and a kiss on the cheek (and no that's not wrong it's not like they had a full on make out session so don't think it's wrong to give your sibling a kiss on the cheek).

You need help jack says.
No if you want to help me get Taylor back and with that I walked out.

On my way out I grab some of my bracelet and put it over my cut arm. I walk to the door and see jj hey how long have you been here "since jack came in" ohh Is all I could say. I see somebody hiding behinde her. I tell jj to move she moves out of the way and the one and only Lana del Rey stsnding infront of me I we both start to fangirl "omg it's breana britino" Lana screams why Lana you are a legend I love you so much. I say she gives me a hug. There's a knock on the door jj went to open carter comes in he says hi to Lana and continues to do whatever he was doing. Me and jj walk up to arter and he both say " you asshole why didn't you tell us you are friends with Lana del Rey she is like our hero and you know we like her. And we slapped him and walked away. I asked Lana if she could stay in the room while me and jj talk about somethings. We walk out side of the hotel and I see body guards I run over to them and ask who there guarding and they dont speak "um why you gotta be so rude don't you know I'm human too" I sang I jumped on the guys back and saw it was Ariana Grande I ask her if she can follow Matthew Espinosa on twitter and instagram and also subscribe to him on YouTube and follow him on vine she said sure and did it "thank u" said as I walked away. Ok jj I need to take you somewhere "ok" she replies we get into the rental car and I drive to McDonald's and order a fries i take them sit down and eat like a fat chicken butt.
Is this all you wanted to do jj ask
Yup I say and when I'm done eating 3 things of large fries we leave. I ask her to drive to publix once we get in I start singing/yelling if you want a burger eat a burger but if you want some French fries eat a French fries. I hurry up and go to the icecream section and easily pick out straw berry ice cream then head to where the pickles are and pick a big jar.
We pay and drive back to the hotel I run to the elevator with jj right behinde me once it opens I run inside my room and go to the bathroom and throw up. Jj comes in and I ask if she could go buy meds from the drug store down the street she leaves. Ten mins. Later came back with pregnancy test what the hell I asked from med. I said I know but you never know unless you try.she says like a wise guy.
Fine I go in the bathroom and pee on the thing I wait 3 mins and look at the test
"IT'S.........

(HAHA I left you with a cliffhanger I might not make her turn out prego. but idk if I should
😜 what ever but bye peeps🐤)