Sing for me lost girl

CHAPTER 5

Ok so I know its been forever but my wifi was off so I couldn't update sorry...... well here it is

AMANDA'S POV

It felt like I was in a nightmare as I feel asleep and the memmory of that nigt played in my hear. Every second I thought about that night scared me. Tim just disapered after that night and I never knew what happened but I didn't care he was gone and that's all I care about as I woke up from that nightmare I was still sitting on the log with Pan stareing at me.To hide how scared I was from my nightmare I looked away.

"What the fuck are you looking at,Pan!" I asked I wasn't that girl anymore after Tim I changed I got stronger. I started fighting for myself when guys tried to push me around.

"I'm sorry he did that to you....." Pan said and my head shot back to look at him. Why do I get the feeling he isn't talking about what I told him.

"What did you do?" I asked I can tell when people do something.

"What do you mean by that?"Pan asked looking away this is the nicesed he has been to me. So I can tell he did something...... and just like that it hit me.

"OH MY GOD!" I scremed and stood up from the log. "YOU DIDNT PLEASE TELL ME YOU DIDNTDO THAT!" I scremed again pulling at my hair if he did what I think he did I my just kil l myself or go back to cuting

"I don't know what your talking about,love please calm bown." Pan said and stood from the log trying to calm me but that didn't work. I stoped and looked him in the eye.

"Peter Pan did you look at my memmorys?!" I asked and stated at the same time.

"Yes" is all he said and he looked away from me I can't believe he did that how could he I can't even think right now I wish I had a razer blade right now. And as if granting my wish I felt one in my hand. I sat back down on the log and Pan looked at me funny but before he could say anything someone came through the tree line into the camp and I jumped off the log screming.

"NO NO NO THIS IS MT HAPPANING IM DREAMING NO I CANT BE HERE PLEASE TELL ME THIS ISNT REAL NO NO NO YOU ARENT HERE YOU CANT BE!" I screamed and then just broke down crying I couldn't hold it in anymore I just couldn't I fell to the ground and remembered that the razer blade was still in my hand with out thinking I held out my wrist and slid the razer blade over my wrist over and over when I felt a hand on my wrist pull the blade out of my hand.

PETER'S POV

She started screming and then fell to the ground after Tim ran into camp. I didn't know what was going on she just started to freak out after I told her that I did go through her memories but it was when I saw the razee blade in her hand that I froze. Then she started sliding it over her wrist cuting herself after a minuet I relised what she was doing and rushed over to her I pulled her by her other wrist to make her stop and took the blade out of her hand.

"STOP" I yelled and she flinched moving away from me she was acting like she did in her memmory. I looked back to see Tim standing there frozen. Then I looked back to see Amanda in a ball crying. I had to stop this I dont know why but I feel like I need to protect Amanda and seeing her like this is killing me for some resane. I stood up and walked over to her kneeling down by her I put my finger under her chin and pulled her head to look at my.

"Its ok I'm not going to hurt you and nither is he I promise!" I stated and she looked at me like I was the only one around. I felt something in me and I smiled at her for some resone.

"Th...thank you!" she said and wraped her arms around my neck I was shocked but I wraped my arms around her and pulled her closer to me.

"Please get h...him away from m...me!" she stamered and I simply nodded. I let go of her and stood up looking at Tim again.

"I want you out of camp now go to the beatch and get some fish for dinner tonight after that just sit there till I send someone to get you and don't think I don't know what you did because I do and you will pay for it later!" I spat at him and he ran out of camp. I looked back at Amanda and she was still crying I then felt something wet on my neck I put my hand behind my head and pulled it back in front of my face to see blood. Shit Amandas wrist I kneeled back down and lifted Amandas head to look at me. "He is gone now will you let me heal your wrist?" I asked her she pulled her wrist out to where I could see all the blood from her cuts I waved my hand over her wrist and all the blood was gone along with the cuts.

"I...I can't stay here not with h...him I want to leave please j...just let me g...go" she stammered still crying.

"Shhhhh it ok he won't be here much longer I promise you don't have to worry about him hurting you." I told her and she wraped her arms around me again and I did the same I didn't want her to leave and I now knew why. Because even tho I don't want to say it I am falling for Amanda....

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