I was a nobody.
I am a nobody.
I will always be a nobody.
The 3 sentences that intertwined with eachother blocking any other thought in my mind. The only reason I went to school was for mother. *Was*. Each day was a drag. Couples with no sense of privacy and attractive people around me. Effortlessly smart kids, athletic guys and girls with a 6 pack. Snapchat score=100,000+. Hundreds of likes on instagram. Friends. Best friends. Everything I could every dream of obtaining.
I had nothing.
I have nothing.
I never will have anything.
But that never really bothered me. What made me so bitter and hopeless was the fact that I had no one to live for. No one who cared for me. Money comes and goes but happiness doesn't.
I'm not gay.
But there was someone who lit the frilled candle wick inside of me. Giving me hope and changing the 3 sentences into:
I am amazing.
I have hope.
I will be successful.
His name was Haider.
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Soulheart
Romancea boy who's past remained his present but future changed by one boy. Something inside of him repelled him away from love and...lust.
