The Girl Behind the Glasses (COMPLETE)

Chapter 16: Pain and Tears

Roxanne's P. O. V
Once I heard that Christopher is back. I couldn't hold back the tears, I started yelling and punching the wall until I felt someone pull me into a hug. I fell to the ground I couldn't take it anymore. Bella kept pushing to be free. I felt trapped once more. But once I got off the floor and opened my eyes I ran. I let her, after so long she is finally out... Bye Roxanne and hello Bella.

Bethany's P. O. V
Its already 5:00 a. m. of the morning and there is still no sign of Roxanne. Ever since she jumped out of the window I ran after her. I was able to catch up with her for a good 10 seconds before she sped off, and doing a huge turn which I almost crashed. Everyone else is at the Angelos house even the other Mafia. Me, her Brothers except Riely , Rose, and our dads are looking for her. Even the old friends of my dad are helping. All the moms, Emerald, and Melanie are with Lexi and Riely he's locked in the gym while Oscar is trying to convince him to come out. Well back to the house we all go.

Melanie's P. O. V
We are all here waiting to get news of Roxanne but we still haven't heard anything, besides Bethany telling us she was able to catch up to her for not even a minute, before she sped off and left her. Here I am with Roxanne's mom trying to calm her down. I was surprised when I heard Maximus volunteer to help look for Roxanne. But whatever it might be all for show..

Alexis P. O. V
Everyone who went to look for Roxanne just came.
" Did you guys find her or at leat know where she went? " when I asked no one answered but they shook their head no. "WHERE THE HELL CAN SHE BE?!?! " I said while crying. " honey we Will find her no matter what we will find her " my husband said but even I know he was scared. He was scared of what she might do. " if I may ask why did you say " Bella is now in control " earlier in the meeting? "Asked Emerald looking at me with curiosity but also in pain. " Aunt Lexi is it okay if I Tell them how she really is? " asked Melanie who was in so much pain. I just nodded my head while everyone sat down and waited for Melanie to start.
" okay... Well you see Emerald when my aunt Lexi said "Bella is now in control " she meant her second personality. All of you may be confused but.... You see Roxanne suffers from split personality. The only way for her to change from Rox to Bella is if something or someone, hurts anyone she loves.... For example Roxanne suffers from depression because of what, happened to her in the past. You see Christopher Lucien is a person from Roxanne's past. What he did to her it brought up a past she wished never happened.. The thing is he hurt her physically, emotionally, and mentally. They were both together at one point. They were the perfect couple, they were happy, until one night all hell broke loose. She was pregnant with his baby, once she found out she told him he promised he'd change. He changed for the time she was pregnant. But once she was 8 months in a half, he came home drunk one night, and he started hitting her. Once Me and Bethany came home from a mission, we heard the yelling we ran inside, and saw She was at the top of the stairs until he hit her one more time and she slipped off the stairs. He ran while I called the ambulance while I ran and tried to help Roxanne. While Bethany ran after him and called our families to meet us at the hospital. Once me and Bethany arrived at the hospital Roxanne was already in surgery. Once everyone came we waited for 2 hours. Until we saw some nurses run to Roxanne's room. We heard so much yelling. U.. Until.. W.. We heard... W.. W.. We're... L.. Los.. Loosing.. H.. Her. We heard the machine stop for a minute. Until we heard it start again. The doctor came to us and told us that Roxanne made it just by a little. But the baby didn't make it, I was happy that Roxanne made it.. But I couldn't bare to think how Roxanne, was going to take the news about her baby. The doctor said we could go visit her once she woke up, so we went in her room and waited until she woke up. Still to this day... I-I remember clear as day what happened next.
Flashback
" what happened.. W.. Why am I at the hospital?? And where's my baby? " she asked worried and scared.
"R-Roxanne... Umm Bestfriend.. " I said trying not to cry
" WHERE THE HELL IS HE?!! " she asked crying..
" I.. I'm sorry Roxanne... I.. I'm.. So.. Sorry.. " I said crying
" No.. Yo.. Your fucking with me.. Please.. Please tell me.. Your l.. Lying.. PLEASE!!! " she said yelling
" I'm sorry little sis.. I.. I'm so sorry " Riely said crying.
Roxanne just started crying and yelling while all of us went to hug her while crying.
End of flashback
"Then came the day of the funeral, she didn't cry at church, she left early.. She didn't come with us when it was time to put him in the cemetery... Once we got home she wasn't even there... as time passed by she changed she started to ignore all of us. She kept things more to herself she was cold. She didn't care about anything. As more time passed by she said hi, bye, or even good morning. We thought she was returning back to her old self. But no.. She trained so much she set herself to look for Christopher. She would do drugs, she would come home drunk, she would do illegal fights, and illegal racing more often than before. Then we came to a conclusion she looked like Roxanne but she wasn't. She wasn't nice to everyone, she would only talk at least once, she is ruthless, she is fearless, she is a killing machine. Once you see her eyes they aren't the sweet warm blue eyes. They are cold they don't show any emotion. Since then she's called Bella. That's how she's known as when she goes to her split personality. More time passed all of us kept trying to talk to her... Until one night I heard her crying then I heard her yelling " ITS MY FAULT ALL MY FAULT " I started running to her room until I saw the baby's nursery room open... Their I saw her crying on Riely's shoulder while holding the baby's blanket, while Riely was hugging her. That's when I saw the girl everyone would smile at. The girl that helped us all no matter what problem it was... The girl I grew up with my best friend. " Melanie explained while crying, and Bethany hugging her as a tear slid down her cheek. My sons, Oscar, and the King Brothers trying to hold back their tears while Riely getting up from the couch and running to his room and my husband going after him. The Knox, Reed, and Davis family all looked at me with pity while my best friends hugging me. I saw Emerald crying and going to Melanie and Bethany and hugging both of them. 10 minutes passed until I felt 6 more people hug me. I saw who it was and.. It was my best friends the Knox, Davis, and Reed family. I saw their sons hug mine. Until I saw Oscar's twin Jason holding his arms out, Oscar ran to him and started crying. Finally... Everyone was at peace I saw my husband and Riely come down the stairs.. They came and joined the hug, we are all reunited except... My baby is still out there with no one knowing where she is... "Don't worry mom we will all look for her no matter what. " said Riely giving me a sad smile " don't worry Lexi you have all of us now... We will help you forever and always... I mean... What.. What a.. Are.. B.. Best.. Best fri... Best friends for r.. Right" said Lisa I looked at her and everyone, everyone nodded while I gave them a sad smile. We are coming for you Roxanne... Please take care wherever you are... Take care please....