Y/N'S POV:
I place the knife on the table as I watch my wrist bleeding. It's been 6 months since I'm suffering. I barely eat. Yes, We moved here in busan. It's my hometown. But it's been different nowadays. It's not like this when I was a kid. But now, I feel lonely. My best friend is always worried about me. She always take care of me but now she has an interview on her new work that's why I don't have people to talk to. My vision started to fade and...
JUNGKOOK'S POV:
"Kookie?" My mother called me. "Hmm?" I hummed as a response. "What are you thinking again?? You didn't move on. Right?" She asked worriedly. I turned my head to her and said " I have to go" I said and kissed her forehead.
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I moved on busan 6 months ago. Actually, when I moved here everything I do makes me remember her. Yes, I didn't move on. How can I? everything I do reminds me of her. I was plugging my earphone on my device when someone bumped into me. She falls "I'm so sorry" she stand up and rub her butt. "Hey wa- Jungkook??" My eyes widen "Y/b (Your best friend)??" She was about to run away when I caught her wrist "Where's y/n?" I asked making her eyes widen." I d-don't know" she looked away "tell me" I said sternly "why would I??" She asked as she crossed her arms. My eyes got watery and said "I need her" I said and pleaded "I-- eeshh come with me" she said and sighed.
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"How is she?" I asked as I sip my soda. "She is not okay" she looked down and continued "she is not eating, she barely sleep." She sighed. My eyes widen "b-but she.." I didn't finished my sentence when my voice cracked. I sobbed. " I wanna see her. Please let me" I said as my eyes got watery. "But she's too broken to see you" she said and look at me with her eyes full of sadness. "I regret leaving her please" "As long as you love her." She smiled and dragged me to an apartment.
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"Y/n?~" y/b said "I think she's sleeping again" she said and I chuckled. "I will go upstairs wait here" she said and I nodded.
She went upstairs as I sit on the couch. My eyes examine her apartment and it's tidy and smells good. "JUNGKOOK!!" Y/b yelled. I quickly stand up and ran upstairs. I look at her shocked. Blood on her wrist and her skin looked pale make me wanna burst out. I ran to her and carried her in bridal style "please don't leave me again y/n!!" I chanted hoping it would save her.
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I cried and cried. It's been hours since they took y/n on the surgery room. Mom patted my shoulder "She will be okay" she said. Y/b called my mom so that she can comfort me, but nothing change. Me, sitting on the chair while she is so close to die because of my doings. I'm regretting doing bullshits. She wouldn't be like this if I didn't do this fcking relationship with yunhee. I was such a jerk for not being at her side.
The door opens revealing the doctor. I quickly stand up "Is she okay?" I asked suddenly. The doctor gave me a smile "she is okay but.." "but" I asked "she lose too much blood" doctor said and sighed. "We need a donor for her to function her body properly" "I will do everything but please make her okay" I said and the doctor nodded and smiled. And then he left.
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I hold her cold hands "pabo" I half-whispered. "You said you will never leave me but you are doing an opposite of it" I chuckled and kissed her forehead. "I miss you" I said imagining her waking up but didn't. She didn't move. I just sigh. "You look like a zombie" I said. I know she hates zombie but It might help. I started talking nonsense "You love me right? Then wake up"
No response
"If you didn't wake up I will read your diary."
No response
Stop Jungkook! This is not helping. Whatever you do she will never wake seeing you by her side. She hates you Jungkook. She will never love you.
I cried. It's not me anymore. Please! Just wake up!
"Y/n I love you" I blurted
I closed my eyes while holding her hands tightly. I open my eyes quickly when I feel a cold fingers on my cheeks. It's her! She's awake.
"J-jungkook" she half-whispered.
Oh god! I miss this voice.
"A-are you okay?" I said as I held her cheeks and leans to kiss her. She respond to my kiss as soon as possible. She clings her arms around my neck. I pulled to catch my breath. She smiled.
"I miss you" I said as i look at her sincerely. I didn't dare to blink. I don't want to miss this sweetest moment.
"I didn't" she said and giggled. I just chuckled. "I miss you too" she said again making me smile widely.
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"He's for sale" she said to those highschool girls in the restaurant. I look at her, shocked. They quickly cling at both of my arms. They pull me out of the restaurant. "Y/n!" I yelled as they drag me out of the restaurant. She waved her hands. Aish! This girl. It's supposed to be our 3rd anniversary of being married but this two schoolgirls destroyed it. Yes, we've been together for almost 3 years.
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"Did you have fun on our anniversary?" She blurted when I entered our house. I look at her and pouts. "They suck!" I mumbled. She laughed loudly. "So-" she didn't dare to continue her words as her voice cracked and laugh loudly. I look at her and pouted like a little baby. She stopped and rub her chest "sorry" she said and pecked my lips. I shook my head "No" I pouted and crossed my arms. "Why?" She pouted too. God! That kissable lips tho that I can't resist. I pulled her small waist and kiss her passionately. She pulled away and rested her head on my right shoulder. "I'm hungry" she mumbled. "Then let's eat" I said and smirk "ON THE BED"
