Narae started clapping after i was done singing "Your voice is so pretty Oppa!!" She smiled "I love when people play the piano!!"
"You do talk" i chuckled "How long have you liked the piano?"
"Forever Oppa!" She said "I want to learn how to play and sing the piano just like you did, your voice is so beautiful. I want a voice like you, Can you play the guitar?? I love interments that has something to do with stings"
(A/N: reminder this girl is 4 so im trying to talk like a 4 year old XD So any spelling mistakes is on purpose)
"Um but i only know like one song" I said as she handed me a pretty decently sized guitar "My father has been teaching me since i was, around your age actually when i did guitar lessons"
"Can oppa teach me pwease??" Narae asked and i chucked and patted her head
"Yes.....i can" i hesitated to answer cuz i dont know my work shifts and how long i have to spend time with her "When i was 4 though i had really small fingers so i couldn't reach the strings"
"Do you have a girlfiend?" Narae asked randomly and i looked at her confused and shook my head "Do you have a boyfriend?" I shook my head again and laughed
"I'm not gay" i chuckled
"My father was, It was stwange to have 2 fathers in the house. I really want a mother though"
"And maybe youll get one someday, im sure you will get adopted soon too. I mean who wouldn't adopt you. Your too cute"
"I know" She hair flipped and laughed
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"Appa im home" i said walking through the door of my house, seeing my father sitting on the couch watching football
He looks over at me "Hey.....Dinner is on the table if your hungry. I have some news for you after your done"
"Yes Appa" i said and took my shoes off, i go over to the table to where i saw somewhat dinner which was just ramen. I warmed it up and ate it at the kitchen table. I noticed flowers tho on the table from where i was sitting and there was a card strapped to the flowers. I opend the flowers and read the card:
Hope you are doing well in heaven Silas
- Kim Anano
"Hey Appa" i said confused "Who is Kim Anano?"
My father gets up from the couch and went over to where i was eating my ramen, He took the card out of my hands "Where did u find this?"
"It was on the table, Did u have an after funeral type of get together while i was done??" My father took a deep breath in and out "you didnt invite me cuz i had to take care of some stupid kid??"
"Jungkook calm down now---"
"No" i said strictly "Who the hell is Anano?? Never heard of him or her"
"Jungkook i would explain who SHE is but i cant im sorry"
"Im the one cared for Silas when she was younger! While you were at work fucking 6 other woman probabl. without me, she would have died a lot sooner cuz of you. I was so important to Silas and now you didnt even invite me---" My father grabbed me by the neck and pressed me against the wall
"Dont.....even.......say..........that" My father growled in my face "You are an over re acting whore Jungkook. Calm your ass down or i will punch you in the fucking mouth.......Anano made Silas kill her self okay?? She was a bully to Silas and that kid felt so fucking bad that she did that so Anano came to the get together. Are u proud i told you now??" My father slammed me on the ground "You are a disgrace to this world" My father kicked me in the stomach and walked back over to the living room to finish his show. I limped my way over to the door, i was ready to run away but as soon as i put my hand on the knob of the door.....My father then grabbed me and flew me across the room "Your gonna run away? You think that's gonna fix your problems? You can't run away from your feelings"
"S...stop Appa your drunk!" I stuttered as i held my stomach tight from intense pain from him kicking me
"Oh im the drunk one? Go to your fucking room and dont come out till morning when you go to school"
"Y...yes Appa" i crawled up the stairs still holding my stomach and went to my room and i started to sob.....i couldn't keep my emotions in anymore and i just wanted all of this to stop. I banged my head against the door "WHY ME??" I screamed. I then felt warm fluid come out of my side......blood, great. Just great. And im not a loud to come out of my room. Im the oldest child so i know how to handle stuff like this. I get the bandages that are in my dressor and i wrap it around my torso. Jimin started to face time me and i wanted to answer but at the same time i didnt, I ended up not answering but im pretty sure he wanted to know why i left the park
