Any chance I have to run away i regret not tking it because that wouldve meant in numbers of days abd planjing i could've been eith you. We could've been in eachothers arms but i never take it anyways just because "im afraid" but afraid of what. Commitment? I just want to run and be with him i love him he means the world to me but whats it matter to him? Im just some girl he met on the god damn internet. The attraction cant be real right? I guess what im feeling is probably infatuation or just desperation. I know that every second im not with him or just in communication is another second wasted. He may not feel the same bit i hope he knows im always glong to be here for him. I love you.
