That day [Payzer Adoption]

Chapter 18

I woke up pretty early so I decided to take a shower I smell like shit. I take off all my clothes and look into the mirror. I see the faint scars that are barely noticeable across my stomach and arms. I turn on the hot water and lean agents the sink and look.

"How can he love me. How can he love some one so pathetic, some one so week. Some one who wanted to kill them self?" I step in the shower and start to cry. Cry because I'm so Lucky, cry because of how messed up I am. Cry because my husband and son are so handsome.

I go into my room and Niall is playing with Isaac. I grab my cloths and put them on.

"So where is Lottie?"

"Louis picked her up. They are going to the mall."

"Oh ok. I think we should go shopping today."

"But Isaac has enough clothes to last him a while."

"Ok, well do you need any thing I have to go to the store?" I ask him.

"Um... No I don't think so." he responds. I raise my eye brow at him because it's our anniversary.

"I'm taking Isaac." I tell him and grab the needs Isaac would need for our outing and I strap him in his car seat.

***AFTER THE MALL

We get done I picked up Niall's Suit, and I got something special for tonight.

I drive to dad's house to drop off Isaac.

"Hey Daddy." I set down Isaacs carrier down and give him a hug and a kiss. "ok I need to talk to mum. Take Isaac." I go into the kitchen with my new Naughty lingerie in the bag.

"Hey sweetie." mum says standing up.

"Mum I need help."

"What is it?" I pull her to my old room and close and lock the door.

"Do you have a black Peacoat, black stilettos, and knee high tights?"

"Ya, I'll be back." she walks out and I get into my lingerie. and she walks back in. "Honey, Niall is going to love that." and she hands me what I need and she does my Make up and hair. I put on the coat and tights and shoes. I walk out the door and talk to dad and louis and Lottie is standing there as well.

"Well somebody is getting laid to night." louis commented.

"Shut up. And Lottie how is ya know."

"I'm fine." she said very fast.

"Ok than."

"So, your not going out looking like that." dad says.

"I'm a Married adult I can do what I want." and I put Isaacs bag down and give him a kiss than Leave.

***AT HOTEL

I walk into the hotel suite that I told Niall to go to. I knock on the door and he opens it and I unbuttoned the coat and dropped it walking into the Suite.

Louis POV:

I get a phone call from Niall and answer it.

"Louis. I need to tell you some thing."

"What is it mate."

"Would you ever date some one who hurted one of your sisters?"

"No I would dump them In a heart beat. why?"

"You know the bandage on Lottie and the bruise?"

"Ya?"

"Ask Mark what happened." and he hung up. So I called my step dad mark.

"Mark why is Lottie all upset?"

"She told me a secret and Eleanor found out and she beat her and cut her." No not El

"What was the secret?"

"She's cheating on you." with that I hung up and texted El.

"You hurt My sister? Well guess what were done. over."