"I feel the water, as we run a bath For our three-month-old daughter, who's just learnt how to laugh And time is moving slow but you've been growing so fast And you were born with eyes that help us understand love Until the day arrives where you no longer need us Know you are the best thing that's ever happened to us " jack sung this song to our daughter every night at bed time and even when i was pregnant. since i chose our wedding song (i belong to you by Jacob lee)he had listened to every single song by him but this song he heard and instantly fell in love with. the stress of being a father had started to take jack over and he just didn't seem like himself but whenever i was there everything was fine and it's like the world was finally complete for jack. But once nebula was born everything seemed to fall onto jack heavily. the stress of writing music for the band and taking care of nebula. being a full time singer/songwriter and a full time father was stressful. "sometimes I don't know if i can keep going but when i look at you and your beautiful mommy every struggle suddenly becomes worth it...and i promise to protect you from everything bad in this world. nothing will ever hurt you or break your heart...i promise beautiful." jack said those words to nebula the first night we had brought her home from the hospital. jack watched her all night and made sure i was able to sleep even though i insisted that he got some sleep he kept telling me "baby i think its more important for you to sleep right now"
but now its been a year since we had nebula and she's her daddies best friend. jack took a break from the band just for a short while just so he had time to spend with nebula. but since this is the last page of my diary i figured i would catch you up.
Dear, nebula if you're reading this i want you to know that mommy loves you with her entire heart and soul. you are the absolute best thing to happen to mommy and daddy. we thank god for you every day and i know sometimes were hard on you but it's because we want the best for you. we love you and we always want you to feel loved and wanted. you are the most important thing in our lives
~Love mommy and daddy.
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The pact//Jack avery
FanfictionJack and I made a pact back when we were 5 and he decided not to break it now by asking me to move with him to LA but will LA bring out my big secret that might just ruin our friendship?or build a relationship?♥
