unpredictable love

Hey guys this is my first story so please tell me what you think I had to redue it

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*ashtons pov*

it was 8:30 and I had 15 minutes before I was late for school not that I mind being late it kinda gives me a free pass from being pushed in between people and getting shoved into a locker.
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I went downstairs to get breakfast. I usually never eat breakfast anymore because it's not the same without my dad here,he died a couple years ago and he usually has his coffee and the morning paper, but know it's just empty and my mom is never here she's always at work and i never see her she said "she has to provide for the family" even though she hardly has any money and my little brother Harry is staying with my cousins for week so I don't see him hardly anymore, he said that "he wants to get out know that dad is gone" and my mom let's him even though it gets her more depressed that he doesn't spend time with her

I walked outside to find the cold foggy Sydney air against my pail cheeks the mist cold air brought back memories ....
from the time I got beat up and left on the side of the road , to the time

I felt the tears running down my cheeks from just thinking about it just thinking why people had to pick on me what was wrong with me? I never did nothing wrong to nobody.

"Sorry Mr.Johnson I woke up late"

I walked in the class knowing I had all eyes on me I headed. to the very back to where my seat was,on the way there I got tripped and someone yelled "WATCH WERE YOUR GOING FREAK! "

I looked up and saw one of the most popular kids in school was laughing at me I couldn't help but cry I ran out of the class and found myself in the boys bathroom I locked the stall dore before anybody could come in here and shove my face in the toilet water.

It was so hard not to cry but I couldn't hold it in anymore,

why did people have to be so mean to me? especially that Luke hemmimgs kid he always has to find somebody to pick on but why was it me ?

did he run out of people to make fun of?

I just didn't get it! why did I have to go through this I feel so worthless nobody loves me nobody would care if I was gone............nobody!

instead of going back to class I just went home. I just wanted to go back and curl into my cold white sheets and sleep I didn't want to wake up I didn't want to be bothered.

when I got home I ran straight to my room I was glad my mom wasn't home well actual she's never home! and Harry isn't home either so I'm by myself that's all I wanted right know was to be alone I didn't want to be anywhere else but in my room curled up asleep.

*NEXT DAY *

I woke up and i was home i didnt rember coming home but then i relized i went home early from school yesterday becuase i got tripped and everybody laughed so I went home. I guess I had fell asleep

I unlocked my phone it said Saturday I didn't even go back tl school but I didn't Care I didn't want to go back anyways

I got up and went downstairs to find Harry watching cartoons in the living room I wonder why he came back so early? but then remembered that he came back yesterday night. I went into the kitchen and found the captain crunch before I could pour my cereal in the bowl my phone rang it said calum on the screen........

calum has been my best friend since kindergarten and has been by my side ever since he knows What I'm going through and understands

I answered the phone

"ash! calum yelled through the phone let's go eat some breakfast or lunch or whatever if you don't want to go I understand"

"I really didn't want to go but I wanted to get out of the house and Harry's friends were here to pick him up!

"I'll go be Here in 10 minutes"

Calum said "OK" and hung up

I'm kinda glad he called me today because I would've stayed in my room all day.

*Hey guys I hope you like this chapter it's my first story and I want to know if it's good please comment and like thank you *<333

~AUTHOR'S NOTE ~

okay this story is gonna have some twists but I don't want to start a new chapter if nobody wanted to read it Ya know but if I get 2 or more likes I'll update thank you <333