Forbidden Love

Chapter 4

[Ally's POV]

It's been 2 weeks since my brothers death and I still haven't wrapped my mind around it. Now it's just my mom and I. The house has been so quiet lately without my dad or Alex around. My mom's hardly spoken to me since it's happened, she gets up, goes to work, comes home, and goes to bed. You'd think the two deaths would bring us together but it's doing the opposite. I feel like she's distancing herself from me so when I die it won't hurt as much. Our family was the idea of a perfect family. We were all so close and now the perfectness of our family is beginning to fall apart.

Liam and Taylor have been over more often and they've been a big help. Right now, Niall and them are the only ones keeping me going. It's been so hard these past few weeks dealing with this and then school, it's all too much. Thankfully Niall has been helping me a lot with my school work though. Surprisingly, he's helped me deal with the deaths as well. I'm growing closer to him and I'm not sure how I feel about that.

I decided to skip school today because I just needed a break. I haven't moved from my bed today except to eat and use the bathroom. My eyes have been glued to my computer screen trying to get mind off things by watching Netflix.

Next thing I know it's midnight, at least it's Friday so I basically gave myself a three day weekend. I closed my laptop and put it on bedside table. Hopefully I can get through the night without any nightmares.

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[Niall's POV]

Ally didn't come to school yesterday and to be honest I'm kinda glad. She needed to take a break and rest her mind. Although I wish I could be with her and help her keep her mind off things. Sucks when you're the loser up against a popular jock. Little does she know I've had a crush on her since we were in 8th grade. I never gathered up the courage to talk to her till this year because this is the first time I've sat next to her.

She didn't even know who I was, which isn't a surprise to me, most people don't like me enough to remember me. My only real friend is Louis, we grew up together and now we're living together. Our parents decided we were mature enough to get our own apartment together and get a head start in life I guess. I wanted to move out of the house and be on my own and so did Louis so our parents decided we should just move in together.

I have Louis to thank for a lot of things. At the moment it's for giving me the courage to talk to Ally.

[Liam's POV]

"Taylor what are we going to do? We can't tell her now..."

"I dont know Liam okay but she needs to know."

"I know," I sighed.

I love Ally I really do but she never does anything sexually with me because "she wants to wait for the right time". Why isn't now the right time? I love her she loves me so it should be fine. Taylor and I have been hooking up and honestly Taylor is fucking hot. I'm thinking of breaking up with Ally to be with Taylor. She'll actually do stuff with me and won't hangout with fucking losers like Niall. Ally can be all flirty with Niall so I can fuck her best friend right?

He's been getting in my way I'm sick of it. I don't want to deal with that shit.

"I'm gonna break up with her," I broke the silence.

"Good, you're too good for her," Taylor spoke up.

"I thought you were her best friend?"

"I was only her best friend to get in with the populars," she laughed. "I never liked her, and I started to hate her guts when she started dating you. She knew I liked you and went for it anyway. And now I fucked you, more than once I might add, so jokes on her, bitch."