Hourglass Love

Chapter 3.

Clearly this is not gonna work if we'll be living here. I HAVE TO move out from this house. I just can't do this. I can try all I want he just won't even give me a chance. And it's not fair to Riley. I better go. I went downstairs to talk to mom. I found her in kitchen. "Mom?"I asked when I saw her. "Can we talk?" I asked. "What's wrong honey?" she asked me and wiped her eye. "Wait, are you crying?" I asked and went to hug her. "No...everything's fine honey. Let's talk about what you wanted to talk about. I missed you so much, how long are you staying?" she tried to change the subject but as much as I love her, I'm not falling for her shit. I know something happened. I just don't know if it's 'cause of me or something else. But I'm gonna find out no matter what. "Mom, cut the bullshit. I know something's happening. Just tell me what's wrong please. I'm your son mom!"I looked at her. She now had a tears streaming down her cheeks. "Me and your father are probably going to divorce." she said and started crying. "I'm sorry mom. But you've always wanted that. You'll be free, you'll be better off without him. You can move in with us and you can find someone new, someone better. Just give it a chance mom. You've never been happy with him. I know you were with him just because of me." I said. "I just...I'm woried about him. Your father have cancer. And he refuses to go the hospital. He refuses a chemo. Doctor said he might not be able to fight it if he won't come even for check up. They just need to know his condition but he refuses to go there. He said if you and Emma marry each other he'll go." she said with tears in her eyes. "But mom. You know it's not gonna happen. Maybe I should go.           I can't do this right now, sorry." I said and wanted to leave. "You are not leaving again! I need my son home. Please just stay for a month. We need you here. Riley need you." she begged me. "Mom... I'm just causing you pain. If I wasn't here everything would be okay. And Riley? Mom I...I'm not sure if I'm ready to be a father." I said. "You better stay here for her. I'm not letting her have messed up life like my father did to me when I was a child. She need her parents.  Emma's not here, you just showed up. She finally met her father and now you are leaving again? No way! And what about your father? What if he die?" she begged me. "I can't mom!" I said. "No, you are just scared to get attacked to someone. If you get attacked to Riley it'd be hard for you to leave when you really have to. Also you've never liked your father. He loves you so much but can't show you. Why are you so scared?" she asked me. "Well. If you say so...I loved Emma mom. She ran away from me like nothing. She didn't even gave me a reason why. I...I was even thinking about proposing to her. I planned my future with her. Then I come home and find out I have a daughter? And he never liked me, he was always dissapointed in me. I've tried so hard to be the way he wanted me to be." I told her. "I didn't know. If I knew I'd do everything to keep her here. But keep Riley out of it, she's just a kid! It's not her problem. And your father is just not the type to show his feelings. Just stay here please. Riley needs you so much Mikey!" she said. "Can't. Sorry mom, I have my own life to live. She's her mother and isn't here for her so why should I?" I looked at her. She stopped breathing for a minute and just froze with her eyes on me. Shocked. "Why should you? You are Rileys father. I know you didn't know about her but she needs you. You have to be here for her. It's your duty. It's also called responsibilities." she said. "You don't wanna be here for her? Why? You don't like her? Can you at least try to talk to your father and tell him to go to the hospital? Please?" I looked at her. "No. It's his life. Like you said to me, he should be responsible enough to know what's best for him. And Riley wouldn't be happy with me. Believe me. I'm sorry I really have to go. I shouldn't even come here in a first place. Bye, love you mom. Call me sometimes." then I just cowardly ran away.

TO BE CONTINUED...

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