Complicated- 5SOS and Janoskians fan fic

Chapter 5

Sorry haven't updated for like ages I had exams!!! Stressful times!!

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Megan's p.o.v

Everyone is so upset , apart from Jess, that Luke has gone back to self harming. Now it has made him go into a coma. It is tearing my walls apart. Jess has been there for me but she hasn't cried yet. I just want them to work things out but obviously they can not because of Luke.

I walk in the cold, clean hospital. I hate hospitals. Just never really liked them that much. I can see Luke lying still, eyes closed, in his bed. His been here for ages and it kills me to see him like this but obviously it would as he is my brother. 

Jess' p.o.v

I still can't get over the fact that Luke actually went back to self harming. Our break up wasn't that bad. I'm in my room crying my eyes out wondering what to do with my life next. Luke and I used to do everything together. Now we are not a couple my whole life is turning upside down. The fact is I don't think I will ever be able to forgive him. He cheated with a sl*t! I do miss him so much though. Sometimes I do go to the hospital sit next to his bed and pray for him to wake up.

I decided I would go today. My phone just went off when I got in the car. I was curious who was texting me at this time. So I looked at my phone. *Don't go out  tonight I have a bad felling" but I had to go I miss Luke so much it is too painful and unbearable.

I walk in the dark hospital but I am wondering usually there are some nurses and doctors looking after their patients. Maybe that text did mean something but I slipped my mind when I saw Luke laying still on his bed. I don't like to see him like this. It is so frustrating that our break up caused him to be in a coma. I looked at his lifeless face and think I put him like this. I made him go into a coma. Its all fault. It always is. This is why I moved to Australia with Megan. My whole life was rubbish in England so we moved out here to turn it around. I hurt my best friends brother the lobe of my life. I will not and able to live with myself now. I only just realised that my eyes are red and puffy. I decided to go back home and just stop myself crying but I know it would never actually work. It is always worth a try though isn't it?

I got up took one last look at Luke and walked straight out of his room. There was no one here so I started to walk really fast and hope nothing will happen to me even though I probably deserve it. I turned around to have one more look at the hotel took a deal breath. When I turned around I saw a figure right in front of me. Then everything went black....

Sorry again I will try and write more please tell me what you think of it and any tips I would love to get. Love u guys x