SchoolCrush!

First Day!

It was August 28, First Day Of School, I woke up got my uniform on and got my backpack with all my notebooks.

"Are you ready Sweetheart?" My mom asked, "Yeah mom.. Just getting my Stuff." I sat down at my bed and wanted to cry so bad, I was planning in meeting new people but I was gonna miss my friends.

I go downstairs for some orange juice and rush into the car. "Do you feel alright? It's the first day of school baby you shouldnt be sad, you should be happy in meeting new friends!" My mom said... Yeah she tried to cheer me up, atleast she tried. "But... Why did we change house momma? I had my friends back there, changing school is the worst thing ever!" I tried not to cry but i couldnt hold it but let go and cry.

"Ok here we are... Go ahead sweetheart, wont be that bad." But I knew my depression was gonna start NOW! I open the front door of the school and I see all kids talking and laughing and hugging eachother. I walk with my head down, i wanted to cry and scream. I grabbed my Schedule and Went to my first period.

So here is my schedule:
1st: science
2nd: band
3rd: reading
4th: U.S History
5th: English
6th: Algebra l
7th: Lunch
8th: Spanish ll
9th: Health
I sat down at first period and as everyone came in they all looked at me, I sighed and as they called row I kept my head down. "Evelyn F.?" It was quiet for a moment "EVELYN F!" 3 seconds later I said Present. I kept going to all my classes and when I went to Algebra l a girl talked to me, "Hello! My name is Genesis! Whats yours?" OMG A GIRL TALKED TO ME!!! "Hi, im Evelyn, nice to meet you!" She smiled and we talked, we sat together and introduced ourselfs. "So... What school you came from?" She had that smile, she was also new that ahe wanted to make friends so fast. "Im from Besteiro Middle School.." She smiled and then she started talking.

I went to Lunch and sat by myself... Yep all kids happy, smiling, laughing, with friends, and there I was... A alone trying not to cry! Yeah im an 8th grader I was gonna change to High School next year, I can make friends IN A YEAR! I went home at 3:00 pm and we  straight to take a shower, as I took a shower I cried, I let ALL go I cried and screamed, Screaming I missed my friends, my school, my happiness. As soon as my mom came home she signed all my school papers, she noticed something but she didnt say anything.

I went to Instagram and talked to my Friend Bre, I could always trust her... I told her about my feelings, but I didnt tell her how hard I cried, even at night... I let my tears roll down, thinking when will my depression will end.

Hello Guys! I really want to have readers and people that will appreciate my story... This story is about Me ofcourse, how much i hated being in my new school, hated not being with someone i could laugh, but then i found friends... And my school crush ❤️ thank you all and add me on snapchat.
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