Why do we fall in love? What is the point of being obsessed with someone to the point that can't talk to them properly? I won't lie, I have had many crushes over the past 13 years I've been alive but this one seems different. It's more, effective. I can't explain what it is but it's definitely there. I can't recall when it started, not to mention why it happened, but it won't go away.
I hate the fast-paced heartbeats that I could practically hear from my ears, the heating of my face when I see him, and the most recognizable trait of my crushes: the fear of speaking for too long, the fear of saying too much, the fear of verbalizing how I really feel.
It also doesn't help that I keep so much to myself in the first place. This one person might trigger an action that will have me spilling everything to everyone. That's why I've been keeping this to myself for a year now.
(I would like the thank my friend for letting me type and post her thoughts because I wanted to. I would also like to remind everyone that this is not hurting anyone or anything...maybe her pride but she still said I had her 100% approval. I think she just wants to see how I write her stories in my own way)
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Hopeless
Non-FictionShort chapters explaining my friend's crush on a boy in her classes. (She gave me permission so it's totally alright)
