Chapter 7: The secret place inside my head

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Louis' POV

When I woke up the next morning, I sighed. I felt dried tears on my cheeks. My dreams last night had been filled with the image of Harry's beautiful face, twisted in anger as he repeated those words that killed what was alive in me, 'I hope he tells you to kill yourself'. Those eight words repeated over and over all night. I heard Niall sigh and I turned my head towards him,

"Good morning, Nialler." I said.

"Good morning, Boo." He replied, "You should go talk to Harry."

I sighed and nodded. I stood up and walked out of the room, I walked to Harry's room and lightly knocked on the door, Zayn opened it a minute later with a bright smile on his face,

"Why are you so happy?" I asked.

"I have a date!" He exclaimed, running to his room.

My heart sank, poor Niall, I thought. This was going to crush him! His mate going out with someone else. I saw Harry sitting up in his bed, I sighed and stepped in,

"Hi." I mumbled,

"Hey." He said. "I'm sorry. For everything I had said yesterday, I know that I shouldn't have and I wish I could take it back, but it's too late and i'm really really fucking sorry."

My breath caught in my throat, tears sprang to my eyes, "It's okay." I whispered.

He must have noticed the tears in my eyes because he came up and hugged me, when his arms wrapped around me for the first time, the song Hallilujah by Rufus Wainwright stuck in my head, the song made no sense for the moment but I didn't mind.

I've heard there was a secret chord

That David played, and it pleased the Lord

But you don't really care for music, do you?

It goes like this

The fourth, the fifth

The minor fall, the major lift

The baffled king composing Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Your faith was strong but you needed proof

You saw her bathing on the roof

Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you

She tied you

To a kitchen chair

She broke your throne, she cut your hair

And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Maybe I've been here before

I know this room, I've walked this floor

I used to live alone before I knew you

I've seen your flag on the marble arch

love is not a victory march

Its a cold and its a broken hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah

There was a time you'd let me know

What's real and going on below

But now you never show it to me do you?

And remember when I moved in you?

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