"Music is the one who hides my true pain."
"Let me help you ease the pain and I'll give you hope."
"You'll give me hope, but yourself can't even see the slightest hope in your shitty life."
" I just want to help you."
"Did you already help yourself...
"Wait I'm sorry I can't hang out with you I'll help my daughter's boss I'm sorry I didn't tell you early." I said apologetic.
"Hyung stop your apologies first, you need to tell me where are you going to meet Deivon Noona?" Jungkook said desperately.
"Wait how did you know Miss Deivon?"
"Don't answer me with questions, I need to find her now!" Jungkook screamed.
"Ok chill we're going to meet at the Pets Choice, uhmmm can you pick me up?"
"Ok that's just what I needed your answer."
"Wait can you pick me up?!"
He ended the call.
You freaking kidding me, Aishh I need to get on the taxi now or I'll be late. As I exactly opened the door I saw him. Jeon Jungkook.
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"Hop in the car hyung!" He said cheerfully. Aishh this kid really likes to annoy me. I checked out his car, wait a new one? Again!
"What are you staring at Hyung we need to find Deivon Noona." Jungkook said cutting my thoughts.
I opened the car door and sat and put on my seatbelt.
"So how much did you spent your money on this car?" I asked him.
"Ok Hyung first of all this car, this isn't mine. It's Deivon Noona's car. And can you please tell me where will you meet Deivon Noona?"
"I'm meeting her at the Pets Choice." I said as he drove off the house.
"What time did you set?"
"Uhmm that is I don't know." I sighed Mr. Kim forgot to tell me what time he just said we will meet at the Pets Choice.
"What?!" I was startled at him how he reacted.
"Why are you even acting like this?!" I said irritated.
"Don't talk to me Hyung." He said coldly at me.
Aishhhhh just you wait all your manners.
Deivon's POV
As I sob and stop the car on a bus stop. I noticed I'm just there child, the child where they can vent their anger. Do they know my feelings?! Do they even know that every word that they say hurts?! I just want a day, a good day that Dad will not be mad at me. But that day will never come. I quickly drove to the cemetery I miss you grandpa.
Cemetery
I ran to Grandpa's tombstone. I sob and sob not caring about my state.
"G-g-grandpa I-I Missed you." I continued crying.
Grandpa is the one who took care of me. He's the one who always support me, on what I wanted. He loves me, cares for me and lastly he gave everything to me.
"Grandpa Why?! Why?! Leave me in this cruel world?!"
The tears can't stop from falling. This always happens to me. If Dad is not mad at me Mom is mad at me. If I did something wrong they won't confront me and say "It's ok we make mistakes.", but it's not like that. It's more like "Are you stupid." "You're not doing anything but do something to make a fool of yourself."
And I'll never forget the day that Dad said to me I'm worthless.
Flashback
21 years old Deivon
I was at my room reading a book and listening to music. And a knocked was placed at my door. I stood up from my bed and walk to the door.
"Yes?" I opened the door and saw my Mom.
"Your Dad wants to see you sweetie." Mom said.
"Is there a problem Mom?" I asked her curiously.
"Just go downstairs at the living room." Mom said and left my door.
I closed my door and walk downstairs, and saw Dad seating at the couch. Well that's new I always saw Dad on the dining table waiting for me.
I arrived at the living room.
"You want to see my Dad?" I asked him.
"Seat." He said sternly.
I sat in front of him.
"You are moving out of this house, to study collage."
Yay I'm going to a school, a real school this time. I was homeschooled since I was in the elementary to secondary and now Yay school.
"Yay I'm going a real school." I cheered.
"No your not!" Mom shouted.
"B-but D-dad said." I was startled at Mom shouting.
"No she's not moving out! She'll be studying here! She'll be homeschooled." Mom claimed.
"No she'll be studying on a school!" Dad battled with Mom.
That's right Dad send me to a school.
"No! She isn't you know it's dangerous but you'll send her on a school?!" Mom reasoned out.
Dangerous? What? Why? How? Where?
"I'm sending her it's because she's been studying on this house for FREAKING years since she's young! She'll be worthless if she doesn't know the outside world!" Dad said.
What? I'm worthless. A tear fell from my eyes. Did they know that I'm here?! I ran passed them I don't care. I don't know what to do. I ran upstairs and ran to my room, locked the door and jumped on my bed. I'm I that worthless.
Suddenly I heard shouting from downstairs. It's them again they are fighting again.
"Look what have you done!" Mom shouted.
Please stop. I don't want you to fight because of me.
"She's worthless! She can't even clean her own room! I'm doing this for her. I don't want her to marry someone she doesn't love."
What are they even taking about? It hurts Dad if I'm that worthless please. Stop. Saying. The. Things. That. Kills. Me. Gently.
"What are you even saying?!" Mom said.
I cried.
"The JK Corp WANTED AN ARRANGE MARRIED WITH OUR DAUGHTER."
