I want so badly to lie down next to him on couch,to wrap my arms around him and sleep. No fuck like in those romantic movies.Not even to have sex.Just sleep together,in the most innocent sense of phrase.
But i lacked the courage
Yes im the biggest coward you have even met
He had a boyfriend and i was a gawky
He was a sunshine , i was dark
I was a hopelessly boring and he was endlessly fascinating
So i walked backed to my room and collapse on the bottom bunk
Thinking if people where rain,
I was a drizzle
And he was a hurricane
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Ik it was Hella boring
