You woke with a start. It was cold inside which could only mean it was freezing outside. You smiled when you remembered what day it was. Christmas. Kanaya loved Christmas. You got up and got dressed in the red dress she got you. You knew she would love it. After you fixed your hair you took a moment to look out the window.
It was snowing. You just loved snow. It was so pure and beautiful. You left your house and got in your car, thoughts of the beautiful jade blood filling your mind. Roses. She loves roses. You'd get those for her. After you got the roses you thought of your first date with Kanaya. It was snowing then, too. The snowball fight lasted for hours and she kept getting you from above.
You parked your car and walked through the gates. You walked down the path for awhile the walked off, knowing where she was. You walked a little ways down until you stood I front of the familiar stone. Kanaya Maryam 1995-2013 a loving friend to all. Tears formed in the corners of your eyes as you brushed snow off off her grave. You set the roses down and cleared your throat. "Merry Christmas, Kanaya." You started.
You talked to her for about an hour. "You know, I really miss you. Everyone says I need to move on, but it's so hard, y'know? I love you so. Much. If only I had went to the store that night, or at least went with you. If I was there I wouldn't have to live without you. So, for Christmas, it would be really great if you could just give me a sign that you can still hear me, that I could possibly see you again."
You were walking away, just like every time. It was always harder to walk away. Just then a slight breeze came through blowing snow on a tree onto your head. You laughed to yourself but a few tears running down your cheeks. "You got me again, Kanaya, you got me again."
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A/N: Agg this hurt to right. I'm so sorry for getting feels then righting them out. Okay. Bye lovelies.
