° fetish love | jihoon

Chapter 3 Sadness

From that day on , me and Jihoon started to get close . We didn't see in person that much because he and me were embarrassed to see each other . But , we were so close to each other until we liked I mean loved each other .

Jihoon's friends asked you do you love him ? You said yes . And of course They told Jihoon about it . You and Jihoon were in a happy relationship.

SOME OF THE SWEET CHATS WITH JIHOON

Jihoon : Y/N , can you buy a glue for me ?

Y/N : Yeah , But why ?

Jihoon: Cause I wanted to stick my heart with you foreva

Y/N : Aww your so sweet
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You posted a boomerang of you were smiling using a dog filter than Jihoon replied the pic by saying

Jihoon : I'm melted 😍

(Sorry , I'm too lazy to think other stuff they were doing )

Jihoon really mean it . He really loves you . When you were sad , he always cheers you up and always make your day brighter. But until one day , you realise he started to change . You didn't really feel any love anymore. You guys started chatting for once a week instead of every day . You and Jihoon's love started to disappear.... You are always active in every activities so you and Jihoon didn't always see each other and talk to each other . You always say to him that you miss admiring his face . You miss everything about him. Until this day. You were in Korea for your Candidates camping  trip . 8 August 2017 ,

Jihoon : Y/N , my mom told me to focus on my studies . So , I couldn't like you anymore

Y/N : It's okay , I understand  and can we just be bestfriends?

Jihoon : Yeah , sure and if you have a new boyfriend, tell me okay ?

Y/N : Okay , But Don't be jealous

Jihoon : Why would I be jealous?

You were kinda hurt by his words but you trying to make him happy by saying

Y/N : I'm just joking
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At that time , your tears were starting to build up . You cried until you fell asleep right in your tent . You didn't have any mood to have an adventure. You couldn't move on for him since he was your first love . You never felt like this. You felt like you don't have any values every day . You think very deeply about him every day
EVERY SINGLE DAY

You tried to contact with him but he just seen it or just replied with something short . You were hurting inside but you try to act cool like you were okay . It hurts very bad . Love is weak . You hate it you really did . Until one day , he was almost on his final exam . You decided to break the silent between you two .

Y/N : Jihoon , Good luck on your exam tomorrow. I hope you get good grades

You waited for him to reply until tomorrow. You were feeling scared,excited, sad and depressed. You couldn't really felt happy at all . At all . He said to you that he wanted to be bestfriend with you . But, he didn't even reply to your jokes or even treat you . You felt it . It was hurting inside you .