I'M NOT WEAK!!!!!!!!

chapter 1: a pretty normal day

I've been always a bit weird but that's okay with me. I'm a 15 year old girl who has never had a boyfriend and never been kissed. I have next to no friends; strike that, I have one friend who lives 50 miles away and we've never seen each other (but we do know what the other looks like), he's name is Matthew or Matt.

Still don't think I'm weird? Okay well I'm a werewolf too. I'm hated by my own pack but I've never known why; secretly I think they're jealous of how confident and comfortable I am in my own skin. I am verbally and physically abused every day. People tease about being a redhead, about not having any friends, about being a bookworm and worst of all about not having any parents.

No one knows what happened to them. One day they just disappeared off the face of the earth, leaving my older brother, Jake, and me behind. People look on Jake as the poor but strong boy that lost his parents at a young age. While people look on me as a girl who lost her parents and say 'good riddance, who would want to be her parents?'

No one has seen me cry since I was seven years old and that's when I just found out that my parents were missing. Since then I wear armor so that no one sees just how much they've hurt me. I'm actually content with my life, I guess it could be better but it's my life and I got Matt to help me through it.

Today was just like any other day, except for one thing, today was our Alpha's 18 birthday; today is suppose to be the day that he finds his mate and our female-alpha. I hope she's kind and strong and will think of the pack first. That's what our pack needs, I thought. Heck! That what Alpha Xander needs!

I got ready for school just like any other day and started walking, it was a mile or so to school but no one ever gave me a ride so I have to leave earlier than everyone else does. When I got to the school the rest of the high school age wolves were just pulling into the parking lot.

I ducked inside the school trying to make it to class without being stopped, but unfortunately for me it looked like both the cheer squared and the football team had morning practice. Sighing I went to my locker, on my way one of the football players shoved me into the lockers as they passed by.

Stupid football jerks, I thought as my wolf's growl vibrated through my head, my wolf or I like to call her, Shield, did NOT like being pushed around.

"I don't know why you bother even coming to school." Phuleesha, the head cheerleader said from behind me as I opened my locker. "You're to dumb to learn anything."

I had two options ignore her as I should or fight back like Shield and I wanted to. The last time I fought back, it ended in a fistfight and me being punished later by the Alpha. But the Alpha was suppose to find his mate today, and if he did then he would be to busy to punish me and if he didn't then he would take it out on me anyhow, so I might as well have a little fun, right?

"Sorry Phuleesha but I believe you have our roles mixed up." I say politely to her with a too sweet smile. "I get straight A's in everything;" Phuleesha redden as I spoke back to her. Shield told me to ass something, this is going to get me in so much trouble but oh well. "While you have to sleep with your teachers just to pass." I tell her with a smirk and start to walk away, I could almost see the steam coming out of her ears.

"You B****!" She yells after me. I turn and shake my head sadly at her with a small smile on my face.

"Still got our roles mixed up Phuleesha." I said before I started walking away again.

hey guys!!!!

thanks for reading this far, ummmmmmm i have another four chapters written only it's in my notebook (and i mean a paper notebook). i'm having a hard time typing it all up so if you want to read more PLEASE post and comment!!!