》At EXO's dorm《
(They organized who is with who in a room)
》In Kai's room《
"Kai I don't want to be with you in a room. It's just you.. you bother me."
"Who said that I want to be with you in a room. Alone"
"You said we should be together in a room. It was not me."
He rolled his eyes
"Who cares. If you bother me at night times I will kill you."
"Who the fuck wants to talk to you."
"Y/N don't think about making me mad okay."
"Whatever."
"You know what. I think you would be a bad wife with bad habits and I don't want to have a girlfriend like you."
"Who said that I want to be Kim Jongin's wife? No one."
"I go to sleep. Don't say something."
Y/N stay strong. Don't say something. Don't cry. Hold your tears inside of you. Come on stay strong.
"Goodnight, Kai."
"Shut up I want to sleep now."
》Midnight《
You cried in your pillow but you don't want to make some noise so you sniffed sometimes and didn't cry really. You just had tears in your eyes because you don't want to wake Kai up. If he would see you like this he would bully you more. But you didn't know that he was not sleeping. He was awake and didn't say something. You thinked he sleeps and didn't hear you. But in reality he heard every breath you taked, every tear that fell down of your eyes, every time you sniffed, he heard it..He heard everything.
Everything he says to me, every pain he gives me. It feels like a knife which goes trough my body, it kills me, it kills my soul, my life.
》In the morning《
You woke up and looked around you. Kai was already awake but he looked down, he didn't say anything. You run to the bathroom and you covered your face because you don't want that anyone sees your face. You closed the door and looked into the mirror.
My eyes are swollen because I cried too much. It's a big pain. I can't handle with Kai. I can't handle with Kai's selfishness. He makes me feel like a real pabo. I don't know what to say if I'm around him. My knees are getting week if I'm around him.
"Y/N? Are you in the bathroom? Are you okay?"
"Neh, I'm alright, my face hurts a little bit, not more." You don't know who talked to you from the door
"Ani, I think I heard at night time something different."
Your eyes widened.
"K-Kai?"
"Neh?"
"Why do you take care of me."
"I don't take care of you. I think I just saw something not more. Come out I want to go to the toilet too."
You went out
"I was thinking you will never come out again."
You fake smiled and went to Kai's room that he shared with you last night