Reflection

13 1 0
                                    

You can listen to RM- Reflection
While reading this.

K.N.

4 p.m

I decided to go to a park with my notebook, a pen, earphones, my phone and myself. With coffee, of course. I sat on the nearest bench
and looked at the sky. The sky is gloomy, It looks like its going to cry.
"Even the clouds has bad days", I've thought. Im relieved.

As I composed myself,
i began to write.

"When is the right time to fall in love?",
Thats the idea that comes right into my mind.

Its seldom times i write about love.
Heck even about a girl. I dont know why i felt that it is the right atmosphere for that topic.

"Is there really a timing to fall inlove?", I asked myself.

Does it have to be legal? Right age?
Stable at life? Complete as a whole?
Just when when is the right time to fall in --

My writing suddenly stops when a girl sat on a bench near me with just her earphones while closing her eyes
then suddenly, she smiled still while her eyes is close.

"Ridiculous" I thought.

Just when i began to insult her,
Her facial expression sudenly change.
It became heartbreaking. Its like the whole soul of seoul is crying for her.
Just how sad is her story to be able to make her surrounding so sad? I thought to myself.

As the wind became stronger
The hair in her face began to dance.

"Jinja yeppeoda", I whispered.

I've been silently observing her
For a FUCKING hour.

Fucking right.

My precious dayoff came to waste.

"Aishhh" I complained while scratching my head.

I began to come back to our dorm in a bad mood. When I suddenly bumped into Suga hyung whose actually drinking water at the counter top judging me with his eyes.

"This ajhussi", I thought.

"Wae?!", I shouted at him.

"nagger",
He simply said.

"Its the first time you came home that annoyed", suga hyung said.

"What happened?", he added.

"Pshh", I let out a heavy sigh .

"Amugeotdo-aniya", I answered.

"Namjoon~ah, you go to han river to peace off your mind, Now your face beg to differ", Suga-hyung stated.

"Mind your own, hyung", I said irritatedly.

Then i went to my room and slammed the door unconciously. "Aigoooo suga hyung will punish me tommorow", I thought. "I've never been rude to him".

1 am.

Its 1 am and I'm still not asleep. That girl is bothering my thoughts. Who is she? Why is she like that? She's too beautiful,

To be hurt...

"Aigoo what am i saying?!", I've never paid attention to a girl  this much before. Not that we are not allowed too, Its just that there is no person that caught my interest/attention.

Its our fan meeting tommorow, and I will look like panda. "Aishhhh" I screamed before falling asleep.

Side Walk//K.N.Where stories live. Discover now