Ughhhhh. What time is it? I glance over at my electronic clock with it reading 3am. Fun. I think as I rollover and try to go back to sleep.
It is now 5am and I still haven't fallen asleep. I am just going to get up. I slip out of the light blue covers and stumble into the bathroom. Lights on, contacts out and getting ready for another day of torture. I go back into my room and start to set dressed for the day.
What is it like outside? Looks cold. I grab some jeans and a regular brown shirt. Where did I put it last night? I find my makeshift binder under my jacket that is hanging on the back of my chair. The binder is really just a slimmer and a tight sports bar, since I am not allowed to have one yet.
I pack up all of my other school supplies and go and grab my phone from the hallway. I look at the clock again an see it is only 5:30 and that I have an hour to do whatever. I read on my phone for the entire time and then go down stairs with my school supplies.
Time for hell. I think as the bus pulls up to my stop and I get on. I go to the back like I do everyday and put my earbuds in to block the world.
School. Finally here. I walk to the table that usually has all my friends at. None of them are there which I find weird. They have been acting strange ever since I told them I was trans and gay. I hope they didn't ditch me. Just like all the others have.
20 minutes later and none of them have shown up yet.
