Im done i hate this
I hate life
and i hate be hate being alone
Being alone was never my intention or what i wanted
i wanted to be loved and cared for
but that was too much to ask for
even though Christians and everyone who fears a God(s) says that what ever god it is loves you
This isn't true
Or maybe im not worth anytime or anyones love
it was never from a lack of trying
I tried day and night to look for love but I can't find it
and no one is willing to give it to me
sometimes i feel like ive searched the entire universe but i cant find anyone to love me
and i see the end of the road now
at the top of a cliff and now im standing here at the edge
wondering if i should jump off
It seems to be the last place i haven't searched.
If i jump will i land in a warm embrace and finally find the hidden treasure everybody but i have found
