i am worthless

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since i was only a mire baby you have always made it your mission in life to remind me my worth is less then trash and i believe you
i have begged and pleaded for you to love me but i have never been enough for you
with out a look or even a work from your mouth or even being their you have let ever passer by and anyone that has ever looked at me know that i am worthless even when i knew better then to listen to you
your words and actions have branded my soul and every part of me and because of that everyone believes the marks on my soul ans now i am doomed to walk this earth alone
No one wants a piece of trash off of the ground in a dark alley way
and no one wants to take a chance on someone who has never known the beauty of love and is forever marked by the ugliness of your mistreatments
even after i to cover my face with  a plastered smile and heal the wounds that you have left me still no one wants me and i cannot blame them no one wants what's broken i am forever doomed to be alone and an outcast on the island of broken toys and hearts because not even they can love someone like me
and now that i sit in isolation all i can asked still is
why did you never love me Mother

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