Fake Love/Yoongi FF/ Book 3

Chapter 6: One-sided

Mark POV

Aaaaaahhhhh.... I guess no chance left...

I remembered how i used to tease y/n so much.... Aish...i knew this one sided love will end soon but i didnt know it would be this soon.

I felt abit bad about how y/n's husband died.

I had a bit of hope... Just a bit... But i knew i had no chance when i saw her daughter areum....

I lost.

I lost it all.

Remembering all those memories on how i fell for her.

Flashback...

Text message:

Mark: yah...y/n... Boyfriend yet?

Y/n: because i'm just not ready yet... How about you...why dont you have a girlfriend yet?

Mark: because your still not allowed to have a boyfriend.

Y/n: cringy...

Mark: For you.

Y/n: stop it! Yah!

Mark:...arraseo..princess...

Y/n: Yah!

I turned off my phone amd chuckled at our conversation earlier.

Y/n...i'm so inlove with you... Sometimes...i wish you just knew how i felt.

I love you soooooo fucking much.

Lets meet in our dreams again... I said before closing my eyes...

End of flasback..

I'm still inlove with you...
I'm deeply inlove
..

But why cant you understand...
I love you tooo much...to hear that...youre married...

Hehe...i'm such an idiot.

Make sure to go to work tomorrow... I said before walking off.

Then i heard her...

Arasseo mark oppa! Y/n said and walked away with areum.

I looked up to keep my tears from falling.

Ah...mark...you should be strong and give up this one sided love...

I froze to my standing place...and warm tears trickle dowm my cheeks.

DAMMIT!! I shouted while tears fall more and i bent down.... Silently crying.

Dammit...wae....why cant i be the one to...love you...Fake Love..sure is not love as itself.... I bloomed a flower that cant bloom in the real world....

I would cry,hurt myself, love,And die...

Just For You...

Author's Note:

Many of you supported me...told me to stay strong...
It gave me a bit sparks of HOPE

I only have a bit of haters...but its not that i'm depressed because of haters i'm depressed because of my friends...and other stuff..

I laugh alot around them but in the end..i was too broken to be fixed.

I dont why...ive been gradually becoming a bit... Spacious lately... I dont like anyone sitting near me..

Its just..too much to handle everything
..

And i realized...there is no hope left for me...

Well all of you are still here supporting me all the way.. Making me happy everytime.

Even when i turn old and white haired. I will NEVER FORGET the sparks of HOPE ALL of YOU gave ME...

I...thank you from the deepest part of my heart.

Well thats all...

ByeLoves!!!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤