Blown by the Wind (Fan Fiction)

*Eury & Vince's meeting years after they broke up

Disclaimer: Hindi po 'to sunod sa nangyari sa BBTW na months after lang po sila nagkita. Sa fanfic po na ito, years. And fyi, I wrote this after chapter 36 was posted.

AGAIN, FANFIC LANG PO 'TO :)

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Setting: Spain | In a private restaurant.

"Your...girlfriend is beautiful." I awkwardly said after the quiet seconds. Hindi ako plastic, talagang maganda siya. Hindi ko man siya nakita ng malapitan pero nakita ko na ang girlfriend niya sa pictures at kanina kahit na saglit pa yun, I can't deny that she's really beautiful.

"Yes, she really is." He smiled, a smile that I love but now hurts me so much. So it seems that he really moved on from me. I was hoping that he didn't. But of course Eury, ikaw lang naman ang hindi makamove-on.

Umiwas ako ng tingin. Hindi ko kayang makitang nakangiti siya habang iniisip ang girlfriend niya. I know I need to move-on, but I know too that it would take me a really long time or maybe never to finally move-on from him.

But I think....I won't ever be able to move-on.

"De hecho, ella está sentada justo en frente de mí**. My beautiful girlfriend." Hindi ko naintindihan ang una niyang masabi. But base on what he said next, I'm thankful that I didn't understand it.

My heart throbbed. I can't watch him look so in love with any girl besides me. I was once the apple of his eyes. And I ruined it. But that was to save him from the intrigue, I would never regret my decision of letting him go. It was for him. Di bale nang nasasaktan ako, basta hindi siya.

Tumango na lamang ako. Mabuti na din siguro na hindi ko alam ang sinabi niya. It's less painful....I think.

"I'm planning on proposing to her."

Ilang beses ba kailangang masaktan ang puso para sumuko? It felt like I already reached my limit but somehow, the pain doesn't stop from coming.

I hate you, Vince. You look so casual talking about that in front of me? Your ex? Sobra-sobra ang pagpipigil ko para hindi magwalk-out. Vince needs to see that I already moved on, because it will be a burden to him if I'm not. He still loved me. I know Vince. Ganon siya kaconsiderate.

"Oh really? Good for you! I hope she says yes."

I winced a bit. I didn't intend to be sarcastic. I really just can't stop myself from being bitter.

"I hope so too. I don't know anymore what I'll do if she slips away from me again." This time, his eyes turned dark. I see pain on them. My heart breaks for him. Siguro ay nagkahiwalay sila noon at ayaw niya nang mangyari ulit iyon.

Wala akong sinabi. I just looked outside the window, disturbing myself from the continuous pain inflicted on me.

"You should be there, when I propose to her." sabi niya pa, umangat ang sulok ng kanyang labi. Halos matawa ako. Really Vince? Are you hurting me deliberately?

Alam kong malapit nang tumulo ang mga luha ko pero pilit kong pinipigilan ito. Pinapanood ko ang mga tao sa labas. Gustong-gusto ko na umalis pero gusto ko ring ipakita kay Vince na okay na ako. Nakamove-on na ako. That I wish for him and his girl's happiness. I don't want anything in this world more than his happiness.

"Sorry, I can't. My flight's tomorrow morning." I said kahit na hindi pa ako nakakabook ng flight. It's funny 'cause I expected that he doesn't want me to go home yet but not for this reason. I thought that I will be able to fix things with him, that we'll be able to fix us. Umasa ako pero ngayon ay tuluyan nang gumuho ang pag-asang iyon.

Ilang sandali kaming natahimik. Mabilisan kong pinunasan ang luha kong tuluyan nang tumulo. Ayokong makita niya akong umiiyak. Dahil alam kong ako ang may kasalanan kung bakit nangyari 'to sa amin. Kung sana lang ay mas naging makasarili ako noon.

"Then you give me no choice."

Hindi ko na nasundan ang mga pangyayari. Basta ang alam ko lang ay nakaluhod na siya sa tabi ko at may hawak na maliit na box. At mayroong singsing sa loob nito.

Napatakip ako sa bibig ko. What the fvck is happening?!

"Will you marry me, Eurydyce Saniel? If you say no..." He trailed. "No, I won't let you say no. Not again." his eyes turned vicious, determined.

Sunod-sunod na tumulo ang mga luhang pinipigilan ko.

My heart's in pain. The good kind of pain.

Yes, Vince. I'll marry you.

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**In fact, she's sitting right in front of me.
Sorry, I just used google translate for this :)

Note:
I know this isn't definitely as good or even closely good compared to Queen J's work. I just want to share an alternate ending for her masterpiece not because I didn't like the real ending of the story but I just happened to thought of this after Queen J posted BBTW's chapter 36. (I have already written this long time ago and just posted it now). I hope someone likes this :)

I love you, jonaxx ! <3