Us .

12/30/13

From that day forward I couldn't get him off my mind . Every night we would stay up well past midnight talking . This boy was my rock . I was going through a rough time with my dad and step mom . He was always there for me and if I didn't want to talk about something he never made me . He was concerned about my well being . I have never met anyone who cared this much about me . He was so perfect , his personality was amazing . He had a sick and twisted sense of humor which practically made me melt . I've never met someone who was okay with holocaust and 9/11 jokes . This kid made my heart skip beats . We lived quite far from each other , I never really got to see him much because I lived with my dad and transportation isn't easy over there . It was when I would go to my moms house things got easier for us . Neither one of us could drive and I wasn't in the best financial position to get a license . Not being able to see him is what got to the both of us the most . It would honestly depress me not being able to just be in his arms whenever I wanted to be . It hurt a lot and sometimes I would just need to stop talking to him for a few hours so I didn't cry and get overly attached . It hurt so much being with him but it also was amazing to have him although he and I weren't dating at the time . We practically were . I was so comfortable with telling him everything . Then the day came when he finally asked me to be his . I remember the phone call.

It was around one in the morning I believe and we had already discussed him asking me to be his girlfriend but I wanted him to call and ask me . I was at my moms house because due to custody reasons she had us for half of winter break . I had walked into the kitchen so he could call because I shared a room with my two other sisters and I didn't want to be bothered by them . We talked for a good 5-6 minutes before he actually got the nerve to ask me and he said, "so like uh , do you wanna do that relationship thing with me?"

I swear I could not stop laughing . It was the most adorable thing I have ever heard and I melted and replied yes of course . That's the night everything was finally feeling right for us but not so right for other people ...