It came to be that the gates were stood right in front of me.Great!I'm usually thrilled but after that letter I just..don't feel the excitement anymore.
I felt so tired and weary that I didn't notice myself walking into Alfie Jones..like...NOOO!
He was like one of the "most popular" and "cutest" guys but to me..nahh.His brunette fringe swept over his dark eyes glaring at me in astonishment."Ahh! I am so so sooo sorry!"I spilt my apologies as I picked up my now torn history book from the pathway."Nahh it's fine--"his friend tugging onto his sleeve.
He gave a nervous laugh and finished off with "See ya" before following the rest of his "gang".
It wasn't a while until Roxy darted her way across to me "Hey! I never knew you were checkin'--"But before she could say anything-"Ugh! IT'S NOT LIKE THAT!"I snapped.
Her eyes began to fill up with tears so I reached my hands ready to hug her..but she leaned back."Roxy, I-I'm sorry.."She gave me a last stare which what seemed like forever and hesitantly parted away.
I never witnessed anything like that before.I mean..she's always had my back and it took A LOT of doing to separate our bond.I shouldn't of yelled!I shouldn't of reacted in that way!I wouldn't even blame her if she never spoke to me again!I'm such an idiot!
Suddenly,the pounding alarm went off. Startling me,I clenched onto my rucksack and dragged my narrow feet onto the ground.I couldn't just forget what happened but I couldn't let it get in my way.