Pill after pill
I stop in my tracks and look at her. My body is like frozen and my eyes are fixed at her, forgetting everything around me. She is a mistery to me... one glance at her and I'm already head over hills, she is this perfect, droolworthy creation of pure beauty.
She has got the perfect boobs. Not too big, not too small. Very firm and round. I bet she looks great in a bikini. She is so skinny too, she might as well be a model.
She's got a Brazilian wax down there.
Looks very clean and nice, every woman's dream. She is tan and her skin is absolutely flawless, no pimples seen no imperfections at all! She hasn't got any hair on her body, which makes her ever so desirable. Her hair on her head is luscious nonetheless, it's beach blonde and reaches the top of her perfect bum. It's gorgeous.
She is a vegetarian too.
"I don't eat meat or cheese and or anything related to it" she says.
She believes in the perfect diet in which she gets in all the nutrients and vitamins her perfect body needs, or at least it's what she tells people.
Her body is toned and very petite. Long skinny legs, perfect flat stomach, her hipbones show just a little bit like a tease. Her collarbones stick out, which makes her neckline look like goddess'.
Her eyes are this gorgeous waterlike blue color, really deep almost like they're telling a story, intriguing.
She always has a perfect manicure and pedicure and looks stunning even without her makeup. She doesn't even put any effort into her beauty and she is still the prettiest girl I have ever lied my eyes on.
Her smile is so magnificent, so white and shiny. She looks happy, but they will never know the truth...
She is perfection, this is what a dream looks like. She's just like an angel sent to earth because humans this beautiful don't exist.
As our eyes meet they immediately lock. We look at each other for a long time before I realize that this perfect droolworthy girl is only a reflection I see in the mirror.
As I stare back at myself I feel like I'm getting dizzier with every breath I take. The pills must be kicking in. I take my last breath and everything is in a blur. It's over...
Found in my lifeless hand is a doctor's note...
Diagnosed with:
-Anorexia nerviosa
-Bulimia
-EDNOS
-Social anxiety disorder
-Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
-Clinical depression
-Bipolar disorder
-Body dismorphia disorder
-Delusion disorder
And as the wind from the opened window picks up the note and twirls in in the air it falls to the ground and flips face down.. on the back scribbled in her hand writing is a writing that reads...
...no body is perfect...
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Society's "perfect"
Short Story[trigger warning] Do not take any of this personally, I just wanted to address our society's issue that they view sertain girls as perfect while in fact no body is perfect and how people don't realize that every person has their flaws even though ot...
