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I try to communicate as they call it looking at someone and genuinely caring about what their saying but i just can't. I always mess up I have bad luck then when I try and pair it up I trip up slip up ending in me giving up.I am not cut out for This i said. But he didn't care he would place me right back at the scene of the crime until another victim rolled in. As I try and understand I keep notes on what they say tap taping,away losing my thought train making them re-say the whole thing because I wasn't listening. I knew I wasn't cut out for this. Taking people's orders in a drive through kitchen. Who am I kidding

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I try to communicate as they call it looking at someone and genuinely caring about what their saying but i just can't. I always mess up I have bad luck then when I try and pair it up I trip up slip up ending in me giving up.I am not cut out for This i said. But he didn't care he would place me right back at the scene of the crime until another victim rolled in. As I try and understand I keep notes on what they say tap taping,away losing my thought train making them re-say the whole thing because I wasn't listening. I knew I wasn't cut out for this. Taking people's orders in a drive through kitchen. Who am I kidding

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These days they watch what you say and monitor what you see.

Control who you are and who you can't be. What's good and what's bad. They want every thing controlled. Put in its place there to stay Never to be moved touched or changed.

That's how we live We know it's wrong.

But if we speak up about what's wrong

They remind us they are big we are small.

So we sit and watch as they control. How we live shape, how we grow We are molded like clay to fit the standards of today.

Taught to stay quite watch and learn Never have a voice or inspiration to yern for our own turn to speak and be heard telling them they can't keep us locked up, to learn you need to explore, but we can't because the raise the law of leaving your state with out a card that proves you ain't fake. And even if we get out and brake theirs ways we don't know how to live in today because as they molded us like clay we were made to stay that way.

They tell us who to love and who to believe but this is crazy if they call this free. Walking around being watched how you live to make sure you are doing as should. That's not free that's not living being locked up until you learn the right way. Its not the same as it was sometimes it's just better to except that what was is dust. And somehow learn to be proud of now.

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