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Hell of a morning

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Waring strong language and violence

POV MATHEW

*Bang bang* uhh I woke up to my brother banging on the door screaming for my lazy ass up what a wonderful brother he is. I got up to do my morning routine get in the shower put it on hot loving the way it relaxes my tense muscles but it also hurts because of the bruises on my body. That's right you heard me bruises you know why because one single word with three letters 'gay' that's right folks I'm gay and my family is disgusted by it. I got out of the shower brushing my teeth putting my favourite Hoddie on and some black Worned out jeans chucking my shoes on grabbing my bag heading down stairs.

"Toked you long enough fag"my  brother Jeremy  said. I ignored him and walk away that's when Jeremy punch me in the stomach ahhh I screamed end fall to the ground with a thud. "That's what you get faggot for ignoring me" Jeremy said while laughing I had tears in my eyes. "Aww is the fag crying maybe this will help" as he kicks me in the stomach I just lay on the floor crying hating that I'm so weak.

He walks away claiming he's bored I quickly got up grabbed an apple and got out of this hell hole called home just to go to school which is another hellhole amazing right. Well at least I'm moving schools tomorrow opps did I fail to mention that I'm moving schools well there you go.

I walked through the corridors heading to my locker opening my locker only to have it slammed shut and my face slammed with it. *Uhhhhhh* I screamed from the pain, my nose is bleeding while my head is throbbing. "Hahaha you scream like bitch you good for nothing fag a person behind me said "I turned around to came first front with my favourite bully. Tears welled up in my eyes while my body trembled  *please leave my a lone* I whimper. The bell decided to ring thank god I thought "saved by the bell fag he spat" out like I was some disease and walks away.

I made my way to the nurse office ,why? Did I get picked on  every single day because I'm gay it's not my fault that I like guys *I screamed through my head crying* . My fathers voice went through my head "you disgusting boy I didn't not raised you to be a cock sucker you Pathetic human being".

Crying harder finally reaching the nurse office opening the door I was greeted with a calm feeling, the nurse office is one of my favourite places to be it's warm quite and homley. I know what your thing how the hell is this homley i never get hurt here I feel safe when I'm here like nothing in the world could harm me.i was stuck in my thoughts I didn't hear the door open or see that Tiffiany the nurse was inside.

That was until I heard her screamed which made me jump up straight away. "oh my god child you scared me to death Tiffany" said I felt guilty that I scared her "oh sorry Tiffany" I said in a horse voice from all the crying earlier. Her featured soften "it's okay sweety let my bandage your wounds so you can get back to class ok hun" she said with a smile on her face. Tiffany was the only person who was ever nice to and I'm glad she's here I smiled and nod my head .

*An hour later*

I hopped of the bed that I was just as I was leaving i wave goodbye to Tiffany and thanked her I missed two periods already ohh well. I made my way to the cafeteria and got a tray with a sandwich and milk up I looked around glad I didn't see my brother or the whole bully squad I quickly walk out side and sat under a tree. I wonder what my new school is gonna be like I will probably have another set of bully's I guess I sigh and eat my sandwich and drank my milk. The bell rang so I got up walked back into the cafeteria drop it off and went to my next class history I liked history it always is interesting.

*3 hours past*

I started to walk home thinking about how much I'm gonna miss Tiffany and what is my new school gonna be like.