Pov. Andy.
Snapchat from RyeBee😍🐝
I opened it.
Ryebee😍🐝: hey gorgeous,, sorry if I'm not there when you wake up. Harvey wanted to talk to me. Love you beautiful xx
I sighed. This is like the 6th time Harvey wants to talk to Rye. I stood up and walked to the Rarvey room. When I walked in I saw something I never wanted to see. Rye and Harvey were kissing.
"What the actual fuck,, Ryan!" I shouted.
"Baby,, this is not what it looks like,, I can explain it to you." He said in shock.
"EXPLAIN WHAT? HOW GOOD IT FEELS TO KISS HARVEY? THAT YOU LOVE HIM MORE THAN ME? I HATE YOU RYAN LEONARD BEAUMONT,, I THOUGHT YOU WERE DIFFERENT!" and with that I rushed outside,, crying. How could he do that to me? If he didn't wanted to kiss Harvey,, why didn't he pushed him away? Why is he such an asshole? Tears kept rolling down my cheeks. Why does this have to happen to me? Maybe my parents were right,, maybe no one loves me,, maybe they're all acting they do cause I'm just a poor boy. I sat down an the grass. And as if it couldn't be better,, it was storming outside and I was just in my joggers. But who even cares? Cause as I said,, I'm just the poor boy nobody loves. Even if they loved me,, why would they? I'm not the right person to love. I don't belong in this band. Brooklyn is faking he's happy to have me in the band. Rye was faking our relationship. Mikey was faking he was happy for us and Jack was faking all of this. Blair faked I was in the boyband and even the roadies don't like me,, they just act like they do. Everyone hates me,, no one ever likes or liked me. I'm just a bad piece of shit.
Shit,, this was so heart breaking to write :(
Sorry that I let all of you wait so long but I don't have inspiration for this book and all my idea's are already in someone else's books. I try to upload more parts this week. I hope y'all are okay with this short chapter. And remember,, I love you,, if you ever feel down,, send me a message! You are worth so much. Once again; I. Love. You.
xxx
