🖤The Name That Changed Everything🖤

⚡CHAPTER ⚡16 ///1190⚡

I was watching TV while no one was home.it was supposed to rain today and the clouds looked so fucking cool

There the coolest I have seen.i heard it was supposed to be thunderstorms,but not bad enough for tornados or anything else,probably just power outages.i see something flash and look outside to see the storm is coming and it's really close.i then hear a car pulling up in my drive way and turn off.i then hear the front door open and close and see jahseh come in mad as hell"hey"I said and he just ignored me and walked upstairs to where he kept his things.i just sighed and kept watching TV till he plopped down next to me with his head in hands and him covering his face.i just scooted over next to him and leaned on him and asked"everything ok"but he replied with"get off me"and he pushed me off of him but I completely ignored him and pulled him with me and laying down with me wrapped around him and his head on my shoulder

As I ran my hand threw his hair he wrapped his arms around me and baried his face in my neck and I felt something wet,he's crying.i then lift his face up and see the tears coming from his eyes.i wipe them away with my thumb and hold his face"hey look at me"I say and he looks at me"calm down ok,please,take deep breaths and count 10 seconds,just please if you have to let it all out, I'll be right here the whole time"I say and pull him back down and he starts crying again and I can't help seeing him sad.he trys to make other people happy when he's broken,he's so broken nothing can fix him.i run my hand through his hair and he starts to calm down a little and that makes me happy.i can tell he calmed down by his breathing."want me to sing you the song my mother used to sing to me"I said and he nodded his head and wrapped his arms around me tighter"hush little baby,dont you cry,everythings gonna be alright,Mama's gonna buy you a mocking bird,and if that mockingbird wont sing,Mama's gonna but you a diamond ring,and if that diamond ring won't shine,Mama's gonna buy you a looking Glass,and if that looking Glass gets broke,Mama's gonna buy you a fluffy sheep,and if that sheep don't baa,momma gonna buy you a teddy bear,an did that teddy bear won't smile,she will return it and give you all the love you can get from her"(no lie irl my mama used to sing that to me when I would get a nose bleed from smoke and the weather change,don't ask) I looks down and saw him fast asleep.works every time.i then keep playing in his hair while he's asleep till thunder rolls and it starts raining harder than every.then thunder rolls again but even louder and he wakes up rubbing his eyes and I just hug him since hes still probably sad,I mean I get it,I'm mad at the world,but he's sad."hey let me see your face"I say and turn his face to me."do you wanna tell me what happened before you came home today"I asked and he shakes his head."ok, just asking,but I'm was being serious,if you need to let it all out I'll be here throughout the whole thing you hear me"I say and he nods his head.thunder keeps rolling and it's now started to shake the house.jahseh just lays his head down back on my shoulder but he faces my direction.he then looks up at me and wraps his arms around my neck like I didn't to him last night and he just stayed there,and as I guest it letting it all out.i just lay there rubbing and patting his back and eventually start getting tired myself.i lift his his up and wipe his new tears with my thumbs again and cup his face"are you sure you don't wanna talk about it"I asked and he shook heaf no letting out new tears and I sit him up and I sit up too and pull him down and rest his head on my shoulder and rub his back while rocking him.it really and truly hurt me to see him cry this much"let it out,just let it out" I lift him up and grab the blanket putting it around him and pulling him back down and laying down again,I just sigh know this will be awhile till he's done crying but not being sad and just sitting there sniffing.o even let out a few tears of my own know how much it hurt me again to see him in this state.he then feels the tear run off of my law and he sits up wiping them away"look now why are you don't this know"he asked "because I hate seeing you like this crying so much that you have to cry yourself to sleep and it pains me too see that"I say and he just sighed and hugged me saying"I'm sorry you have to see me like this" and I say"do t be sorry,I have been the same way since I was little,I'm not judging you so don't be sorry" I say and just run my hand threw his hair and just wonder what happened for him to be like this right now.i jusr pull the blanket up to we're it's only shown his hair and i sink down into it and warp my arms around him and let him chill out.he soon then calms down and we just lay there quietly as it storms.thunder then rolls again after a while and I flinch hugging him tighter and he just laughed"someone afeaid of thunder and lightning"he said"shut up"I said and it rolled again and he rolled be on my side and I was facing him and he pulled me closer so now he's rubbing my back and running his hand through hair witch felt fucking amazing,I leaned into it and he just laughed at me"nigga shut up you liked it when I did the same thing"I said and he just kept doing it till I was almost asleep,till he stopped"nigga what the fuck"I said and grabbed his hand and put it back onto of my head"fine fine,but only for a couple more minutes"he said and kept doing it.he stopped after a couple minutes and wrapped his arms around me and we stayed like that till he fell asleep.i took his hand and compared it to my hand.like damn his hand was way bigger than my hand.i then put his hand down and closed my eyes going to sleep, feeling his arms tighter around me and pullingvme in closer to him.