Our Princess {✔️}

Tour

〰SMUT WARNING〰

The would tour was getting close and putting immense amounts of stress on every one. Jaemin was conflicted as to if she wanted to leave with them all or just stay back home. This decision kept her up for multiple nights for a few weeks. Sleep deprivation was getting to her. Under her eyes were getting darker and she couldn't eat as much.

Jin was the first to notice and he pulled her to the side. "Jaemin, are you...are you feeling okay?" His voice slightly quavered as his thumb rubbed small circles on the female's shoulder. Only getting a slight nod from her.

"Talk to me. Please." Jin lowered himself so he could be eye to eye with Jaemin. "I know that the tour is coming up and you want to go, but at the same time you don't. I can't tell you want is right or what to do. This is for you to decide." He maintained a steady, calm voice as he spoke. "If you are worried about ARMY and how they would react to you, don't stress yourself. Real ARMY would want us to be happy." Jaemin nodded, tears starting to form. It's not that Jin was hurting her feelings, she just didn't know what to do.

What was she going to do if she went little during a performance? They can't just stop the concert. What if Jin was wrong? What if the ARMY hated her? Jaemin felt guilty because she had the opportunity no fans had. She lived with Bangtan.

Her tears started flowing more now as her cries grew louder, causing the other males to come over. Jaemin didn't go little, she just cried. Hoseok wrapped his arms around her, saying nothing, just letting her cry.

Taehyung went to go get tissues for her. They all sat down and waited for her to release the reason she was so emotionally distraught. Jaemin sat in Hoseok's lap, he didn't mind too much but he wasn't quite so accustomed to big Jaemin doing this.

"What's wrong, Jaemin?" Jungkook finally asked, when her cries died down to faint sniffles.

"I don't know if I should go with you guys for the tour. I mean I want to but what happens if I go little in the middle of a concert? What if some crazed fan finds out about me? I don't want you guys to lose your fan base just because of me." The smaller female spilled out her emotions and sighed softly.

"Well what do you want to do?" Yoongi asked, looking at Jaemin directly. "If you go little then one of our managers can take care of you. They all know anyway." He admitted.

Jaemin started blushing and hid her face in her hands. "Besides, Hoseokie here was planning on doing a live, telling everyone about you." Hoseok was now blushing. He did not deny nor approve this statement, causing Jaemin's stomach to knot up with anxiety.

"I mean think about it, 2 months away. I don't think he would survive that long without you." Namjoon said, raising an eyebrow and smiling.

"I-i'll go." Jaemin stuttered out.

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Just as Yoongi said, the day before the boys were scheduled to leave, Hoseok went live and spent most of the time talking about Jaemin. She was too scared to even go in the room, let alone listen from outside.

It ended a lot sooner than she had thought. Hoseok left out the recording room and hugged Jaemin tight. "I love you, you know that right?" He asked.

"Y-yes, did you...did I...did i do something?" A mini wave of panic washed over her as she hugged onto Hobi tighter.

"I just thought I should tell you. I don't feel like I tell you enough." He smiled at her, placing a soft, gentle kiss on her lips.

"I love you too Hoseokie." The panic was now gone as he smiled, kissing him back.