After that night I fell in love again. I was battling in my mind. A part of me said "move on its never gonna happen again". The other part of me said "go text her know that you still love her and you want another fuck'in chance". But I didn't wanna create problems with ger love life now. I had broken her heart and I broke it so bad that it was impossible for me to fix it. I decided to move on and start afresh. I had always had a crush on my friend named Kate. But there where 2 problems.
1. I am not that good looking.
2. I suck at flirting.
Kate was beautiful probably the most beautiful woman I had ever seen. She was from my sisters school and was in the school council. She was popular and I wasn't. We were poles apart. A part of me told me that "it was never gonna happen". Another part told me "give it a try". I decided to first deepen my friendship with Kate and then think afterwards. I wanted to give love another chance. I wanted to get over the most important person in my life. I knew it was not gonna be easy but I wanted to try.
