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Everyone is blinded,
No one can see the illness living inside of me.
Can you see what lives in my head,
Monsters craving in making me struggle with depression and anxiety.
Can you see what lies inside, my health?
PCOS which is the cause of my depression and anxiety or my symptoms.
Can you see the lack of motivation and self care,
Depression causes me to stop maintaining my hair loss,
I'm at a loss within myself.
Can you see what lays inside my head,
Suicide thoughts because of my health everything is clashing.
I just need it to stop, it's a struggle.
Everyone is blinded,
Can you see the thoughts replaying in my head of the past,
I cannot heal to try to move forward for the future.
I'm breaking slowly,
And dying on the inside very fast.
I can only take so much,
Until I've had enough.
Everyone is blinded,
No one knows what lays beneath everyone's minds and thoughts or health problems that are not visible.
But I can see,
You can't see.
Wouldn't it be easier if I was dead?
Then the pain would stop.
But I choose to live,
For those loved ones that surround me.
But that does not remove the thoughts out of my head that drown in everyday.
Everyone is blind,
But I can see.
My smile is blinding to you,
Because what you see is happiness when I see death and sadness.
Purple_Chicken-dee
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Vivid Poetry
PoetryThis is my book that is going to be filled with vivid poetry of all different kinds of related information that anyone could relate to. Romance, Imagination, Relatives, Mental Health and many others, I hope you guys like this book!
