Mafia|Jikook

11.

When he is not your father does that mean that I am not your boyfriend anymore too?

Jungkook stared at the male in front of him. He didnt know what to answer. He was absolutely sure that he loved jimin from the bottom of his heart, but he also knew that he didnt deserve Jimin at all. Just a moment ago he again blamed Jimin for just saying the truth. Just because Jungkook couldnt live with the truth he blamed the person he was supposed to love. He knew that he would just hurt Jimin in the future. He was no good for Jimin. Jungkook felt like he was cursed. All the people he loved died or were harmed.
So all what Jungkook could say with a dry and raspy voice was: 'I dont know....' with those words he turned around and ran away, leaving a hurt and crying Jimin once again.

I know that you think that you dont deserve me. That you are afraid of hurtig me. But you leaving me like this is what hurts me the most.

A tear rolled down Jimins cheek, followed by a whole flood of salty water leaving his red and swollen eyes. Suddenly Jimin felt a hand on his shoulder. He turned his head and saw yoongi. 'How'd it go?' The bodyguard asked with a concerned tone in his voice. 'Not really good' jimin huffed. Yoongi looked at his boss pitiful. 'He loves you, you know.'  'Yeah...he said he loved me with a fucking knife pressed against his throat.' 'What do you mean by that? '
'I have the feeling that he just said that to safe his life. He doesnt look at me like you look at somebody you love. I am afraid that  I am not  enough to make him happy.' Jimin starten to sniff again and rubbed the tears out of his red eyes. Yoongi said nothing and just stared at Jimin crying for a moment and then said: 'And I am afraid that I am not enough to make you happy either.' But the sad expression in his face faded before Jimin could see it.  'What did you say?'
Jimin asked.  'Nothing. Forget about it.'Jimin stared at the edler with big eyes so Yoongi went on saying:' Look. Many things happened the past three days. I think it is very difficult for Jungkook to get over it. He just needs some time for himself but he surely will come back to you soon. Just believe me.' 'Do you actually think that the shit that happened the last days didnt affect me?  I am exactly as fucked up as he is and I still dont treat him like this. First he kisses me like the end of the world is near and then he leaves me with a stupid 'i dont know'! I wish I could understand what is going on in his head. Nobody ever said to me ' I love you' so I got carried away when he did. What should I do???' Yoongi sensed that Jimin was near to have a mental breakdown so he shut him up by grabbing him and hugging him tightly. 'Everything is gonna be fine, believe me. He loves you. You just have to wait a little bit.' Slowly Jimin calmed down. 'Thank you yoongi. No matter how difficult  the situation was for me you never left my side and gave me strenght. You probably are the only real friend I have. I should have thanked you way earlier. Sorry about that.' Yoongi stepped back and smiled. 'Oh shut up...'

Jonathan Park sat in his office and stared at nowhere while in his mind he was at a completely different place.

12 years ago:

Jonathan was tired from work but he
really looked forward to see his family in the evening. His little son just became 6 years old last week.
When he entered the big maison he immediatley knew that something just wasnt right. Jungkook didnt storm into his arms right after he closed the door and there was no sound in the house.  The silence was heavy. 'Is anybody home?' Jonathan asked. 'Jungkook?' He searched in the whole house but his wife and son were not to be found. Panic attacked him and floated through his whole body. He took out his phone and called his closest employee  Taeyong but he wouldnt answer either. The he saw a note on the dinningtable and a whole mountain fell from his heart. ..until he read what his wife had written there.

Dear Jonathan
This is a farewellletter.
I think that you are not the father Jungkook needs. I fear that he will be as cruel as you in his future and I want to prevent that. So I decided to leave with him. Your employee
Taeyong helped me to escape. But please dont blame him for being able to give to me what you couldnt. Dont get me wrong
I really loved you when we married
but you are not the man I thought you would be. And all I care about is that Jungkook lives a normal life and grows up in a loving family
Goodbye

Jonathan dropped the piece of paper and fell on his knees. All that was important to him was gone now. Everything that gave his life sense. His son. His own flesh and blood that he loved with all of  his heart just got ripped out of his arms so suddelny.
He stared at the bottom and then he began to scream out all the pain that ripped his heart apart into thousands of thousands of pieces.

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Sorry for making you wait so long and for the short chapter.
But soon I will update a long chap

Now I revealed a little bit of Jonathans past. Looks like he wasnt an asshole from the beginning.
Hoped u liked the chap thought even if there wasnt very much jikookstuff♡
But the next chap will be full of it I promise✌
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